Happy Halloween :)

Happy Halloween! =D

Today I decided to find a new blog skin. Why? I have no idea myself. Anyways, since I'm in a very 2PM mood these past few weeks (and still is), I decided to find a 2PM blog skin and voila! I found it! Lol. I chose this skin because not only it's one of the more satisfactory-looking picture I could find (there's not much choice in blogskins.com -.-), it also has three columns! =D

In the near future I'm gonna modify the way my blog looks though. As in, experimenting and stuff. I'm quite sick of the black background already, I wanna change it to a brighter colour. But now is not the time for me to dwell on this small matter as my exams are coming real soon and I have not much progress in studying... -_-

Anyways, was chatting with Nic (and still is, except the fact that she's brb-ing right now). We were talking about some random stuff (as usual) and I asked her to update her blog. And she answered that she has nothing to write. And I gave her lots of suggestion, including me (as in, call Nic to write about me in her blog). And she said she has nothing to write. -_- Ouch. To prove her point, she told me that I also have nothing to write about her. Well, I'm gonna prove you wrong! You better be reading this post later!

Well, I miss Nic a lot lah. It's been a long time since we see each other. SY also. So long didn't chat with her. :'( And Ame and Yeoh. Wonder how those two are doing? And Lean. Never see her online at all. =.= Then Wern lagi. But then she has finally found friends in Singapore and seems to be forgetting about me. -_- Anyways, I miss these guys a hell lot. I can't believe that it's already the end of October. It seems like yesterday when we all are going to school in CHMS, being... sot? Lol. I miss being in CHMS. There's just something about CHMS that I really like. Not that I totally love CHMS to death... Sigh...

Moving on, I think I've mentioned this before and I'm just gonna mention it again... I love the song I Hate You by 2PM. I can never get sick of the perf LOL. As a tribute to this song (does this sentence makes sense? o.O), I'm gonna post the lyrics here:

니가 밉다 / Niga Mipda / I Hate You by 2PM

한번더 내 맘을 알아줘 널 위한 눈물을 받아줘
사랑은 바라지도 않았던 끝난얘기 다 지난얘기 yeah~

니가 미워 죽겠다 (이런 니가 더)
내가 싫어 죽겠다 (이런 내가 더)

한번만 더 나를 더 한번더 바라봐 now I'm crying~

니가 밉다 죽을 만큼 니가 밉다 싫다 미치도록 내가 싫다
know~no..no..no.. 이런 내가 난 난 싫다

밉다 죽을 만큼 니가 밉다 싫다 미치도록 내가 싫다
know~no..no..no.. 이런 내가 난 난 싫다

돌아선 니맘을 멈춰줘 널 보는 눈빛을 받아줘
사랑은 바라지도 않았던 끝난얘기 다 지난얘기 yeah~

니가 미워 죽겠다 (이런 니가 더)
내가 싫어 죽겠다 (이런 내가 더)

한번만 더 나를 더 한번더 바라봐 now I'm crying~

니가 밉다 죽을 만큼 니가 밉다 싫다 미치도록 내가 싫다
know~no..no..no.. 이런 내가 난 난 싫다

밉다 죽을 만큼 니가밉다 싫다 미치도록 내가 싫다
know~no..no..no.. 이런 내가 난 난 싫다

Baby comeback to my world Comeback & be my girl
그렇지 않으면 나는 널 죽도록 미워할거란 걸 알아
널 사랑했던 마음이 미움으로 모두다 바뀌기 전에 돌아와
어서 내게 잘못했다고 어서 얘기해

한번더 나를 바라봐 눈 맞추고
한번더 나를 안아봐 입 맞추고
한번더 한번더 나를 바라봐 나 나 날 바라봐

니가 밉다 죽을 만큼 니가밉다 싫다 미치도록 내가 싫다
know~no..no..no.. 이런내가 난 난 싫다

밉다 밉다 싫다 싫다
미치도록 널 oh~ 이런내가 난 난 싫다

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hanbeondeo nae mameul arajwo

neol wihan nunmureul badajwo

sarangeun barajido anhatdeon kkeutnanyaegi da jinanyaegi~yeah~

niga miwo jukgetda
ireon naegadeo naega sirheo jukgetda ireon naegadeo

hanbeonmandeo nareul deo hanbeondeo barabwa
Now I'm crying

niga mipda jugeul mankeum nigamipda 

sirta michidorok naega sirta 

ireonnaega nan nan sirta



mipda jugeul mankeum nigamipda 

sirta michidorok naega sirta 

ireonnaega nan nan sirta

doraseon nimameul meomchwojwo 

neolboneun nunbicheul badajwo 

sarangeun barajido anhatdeon kkeutnanyaegi da jinanyaegi~yeah~

niga miwo jukgetda
ireon naegadeo naega sirheo jukgetda ireon naegadeo

hanbeonmandeo nareul deo hanbeondeo barabwa
Now I'm crying

niga mipda jugeul mankeum nigamipda 

sirta michidorok naega sirta 

ireonnaega nan nan sirta



mipda jugeul mankeum nigamipda 

sirta michidorok naega sirta 

ireonnaega nan nan sirta

geureochianheumyeon naneun neol jukdorok miwohakkeorangeol ara

neoreul saranghaetdeon maeumi miumeuro moduda bakkwigi jeone 

dorawa eoseo naege jalmotaetdago eoseo yaegihae

hanbeondeo nareul barabwa 

nunmatchugo hanbeondeo nareul anabwa 

immatchugo hanbeondeo hanbeondeo 

nareul barabwa na na nal bwarabwa

niga mipda jugeul mankeum nigamipda 

sirta michidorok naega sirta 

ireonnaega nan nan sirta


mipda jugeul mankeum nigamipda 

sirta michidorok naega sirta 

ireonnaega nan nan sirta

nigamipda mipda sirta sirta
michidorok neor~oh~ ireonnaega nan nan sirta

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Acknowledge my heart one more time
Accept my tears for you
The story that ended where I didn't ask for love, the story that is over~yeah~

I hate you
I don't like me this way more, me this way

One more time, look at me one more time
Now I'm crying

I hate you, I hate you to death
I'm going crazy because I don't like myself
know~no..no..no..
I don't like myself this way

I hate you, I hate you to death
I'm going crazy because I don't like myself
know~no..no..no..
I don't like myself this way

Stop your heart that turned away
Accept they way a look at you
The story that ended where I didn't ask for love, the story that is over~yeah~

I hate you
I don't like me this way more, me this way

One more time, look at me one more time
now I'm crying~

I hate you, I hate you to death
I'm going crazy because I don't like myself
know~no..no..no..
I don't like myself this way

I hate you, I hate you to death
I'm going crazy because I don't like myself
know~no..no..no..
I don't like myself this way

Baby comeback to my world, Comeback & be my girl
If you don't, I know I'll hate you until I die
Before the heart the loved you turns to hate
Come to me and tell me that you were wrong, tell me

Look at me one more time
Make eye contact with me and hold me
Lock lips with me one more time, one more time
Look at me, me me, look at me

I hate you, I hate you to death
I'm going crazy because I don't like myself
know~no..no..no..
I don't like myself this way

I hate you, I hate you to death
I'm going crazy because I don't like myself
know~no..no..no..
I don't like myself this way

I hate you, hate you, don't like it, don't like it
Until I go crazy~oh~ I don't like me this way

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To end this rather long post, I'm gonna post up a statement about 2PM's current situation, including all of their up-to-date song titles. It's not much anyways, I tried my best to make it better, and this is all I got:


WHAT TIME IS IT NOW? It's 1:59PM. I HATE YOU, anti fans, for making Jay leave. AGAIN & AGAIN, I earnestly wish that YOU MIGHT COME BACK soon, because ONLY YOU, my ANGEL, will be able to complete the 10 POINTS OUT OF 10 POINTS group, 2PM.

Lala~

I love Wooyoung! ^.^

2PM new album

Arghhhhhh, I cannot believe it when I first saw the topic in 2oneday forum:

"2PM, New album to be released mid November"

My heart sank and my mind went blank. This is the article:

2PM is to release their new album mid November of this year.

The 6 member 2PM who have performed in the 'Dream Concert' has almost finished recording their new album.
They are working to finishing their album and releasing it mid November.

This album was supposed to be released mid October, but because of the controversy surrounding Park Jaebum and his sudden resignation, it has been delayed.

However, currently the 2PM fans are demanding Park Jaebum's return, and boycotting the 6 member 2PM , so
there are speculations that 2PM and the JYPE will have a lot of pressure for this album.

I'm speechless, disappointed, upset and just utterly depressed in the first hour upon knowing this breaking news. But now, I'm sorta accepting reality... Sigh

"I'm gonna remember you, You're gonna remember me"

There's this Korean version of a blog thing-y called cyworld. And I think this is really cool. Visitors can put stickers (virtual ones of course) on someone's cyworld (well, that's what happened to Wooyoung's cyworld where the fans put stickers). Then they can easily put BGM and upload videos. Yet, there's no English version of cyworld. Sigh, sad life. I really want to make a cyworld coz it seems really nice yet it's all in Korean (obviously) and I don't understand Korean. Oh well..............

The month of October is the month of the boybands. With the debuts of Hwanhee, B2ST (or Beast) and MBLAQ, plus comebacks by SHINee, SS501, TaeYang and G-Dragon. I'm so jealous of these groups. They get to have comebacks yet 2PM's activities are stopped. If the whole Jay situation didn't exist, by now I could be enjoying new songs by 2PM. T_T Sigh...

There's this not so recent song that I like, Walk Away by Paula Deanda. It's an R&B song (one of my favourite genre) and I highly recommend it to whomever happens to discover my blog and is reading through most of my useless posts). As a homage to this current favourite song of mine, I shall post the lyrics here. ^_^


Walk Away by Paula Deanda feat. The Dey

I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me

You gonna remember me boo
I'm gonna remember you too
I can't forget all the crazy shhh.. we used to do
You was doing to much
I wasn't doing enough
That's what your friends are saying
You got a man anyway
I can't explain it neither
I ain't never wanna leave ya
Hell ya its hard to walk away when I see ya
When I see ya I remember the day
You put your shoes on and moved on
Before I could say

I saw you with your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed
Physically just short of perfection
Gotta commend you on your selection
Though I know I shouldn't be concerned
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
Does she rub your feet
When you've had a long day
Scratch your scalp
When you take out your braids
Does she know that you like too
Play PS2 till 6 in the morning
Like I do

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)
Walk Away, Walk Away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)

I can't forget how we used to be
Our life from day to day
Hoping maybe you'll come back
And though I tell myself not to be afraid
To move on but it seems I can't
Though a new man has given me attention
It ain't the same as your affection
Though I know I should be content
But in the back of my mind
I can't help but question,
Does he kiss me on the forehead
Before we play
Show up on my doorstep
(with a bouquet)
Does he call me in the middle of the day
Just to say baby I love you
Like you used too

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)
Walk Away, Walk Away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)

I'm Gonna Remember You
Your Gonna Remember Me
The things we did
The way we shared our fantasies
Just you and me
My friend, my love, my family
How did we loose a love that seemed meant to be
Sometimes I kiss her and wish that it was you I'm kissing
Sometimes I miss him and wish that it was you I'm missing
Sometimes I hug her and wish that it was you I was hugging
And I realize how much I'm bugging
I miss you

Walk Away, Walk Away

(I'm Gonna Remember You
Your Gonna Remember Me)

So hard to express this feeling
Cause nobody compares to you
And you know she'll never love you like I do

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away

(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)

Walk Away, Walk Away

Remember You

(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)

(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)

MISS YOU, 2PM

It's more than one month, no news from JYP. -_- What is he waiting for, seriously? Grrrr....
Nice to see Taecyeon and Wooyoung MC-ing back in Inkigayo. Miss them so much, all of them, especially Wooyoung.

It's exam season in Brunei (except for the international schools, they're having holidays now =.=). So far, I already had my Maths Paper 1 AS exam. The paper was alright, quite easy actually. Hopefully I can get A coz June Paper are like... wayyyyy harder =.= . I still have 3 more papers left: Maths Paper 6 and ASL Paper 3 & 4.

I miss you so much, 2PM. T_T

Park Jaebeom
Kim Junsu
Nichkhun
Ok Taecyeon
Jang Wooyoung
Lee Junho
Hwang Chansung

2PM = 7 = 1
7-1 = 0