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I want Ha Ji Won and Hyun Bin to get together LOL
Obviously that's impossible since he's with Song Hye Kyo... even if he's not with her doesn't mean he'll end up with Ha Ji Won anyways...
I must end this weird wish LOL
Wednesday 29 December 2010
Random dream XD
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I want Ha Ji Won and Hyun Bin to get together LOL
Obviously that's impossible since he's with Song Hye Kyo... even if he's not with her doesn't mean he'll end up with Ha Ji Won anyways...
I must end this weird wish LOL
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I want Ha Ji Won and Hyun Bin to get together LOL
Obviously that's impossible since he's with Song Hye Kyo... even if he's not with her doesn't mean he'll end up with Ha Ji Won anyways...
I must end this weird wish LOL
Tuesday 21 December 2010
ONE OF MY DREAMS: LEARN A MUSICAL INSTRUMENT
I'm envious of my friends that learned piano since young. For all my 18 years on this Earth, I have never ever played a musical instrument. One of my dreams is to learn how to play a musical instrument, especially the violin. I really really wanna learn how to play, but I'm a tad bit old. It's not like I wanna play on stage and become a professional, I wanna play it for fun. I fear I might be too late as I get older and began to regret.
Nevertheless, my path on learning violin is... 0%.
I will never be able to achieve this dream. It's too impossible. Why?
1st. I'm 18. It's much better to start at a younger age. However, many people in the Internet seemed to say it's never too old to learn.. ok so this problem is kinda solved.
2nd. Financial problem. I'm not from a rich family. We always struggle for money, though not so pitifully, it's been much better these last few years. My parents main aim is for me to go to uni now. Then paying for my living expenses, as well as for my lil bro. Learning violin won't be a cheap process, in fact, it's pretty expensive. -.- And to learn it right now... well, it seems like a very selfish requests. And I had a lot of selfish request.
3rd. My parents. Almost similar to 2nd reason, I highly doubt my parents would appreciate if I do learn violin. It won't help me in the future, they might think it's a waste of money, and they want me to study, not play. =(
4th. Would any teachers even wanna accept me as a student?
5th. The urge to learn to play a violin stem from watching La Corda d'Oro. What if I lost interest soon? Well I highly doubt that...
6th. Level of difficulty is HIGH!!! It's super hard to learn violin, even more compared to other instruments. I've read that you must master how to hold the violin properly, position of your hand and bla bla bla... What if I quickly lose interest due to these difficulties... >.<
Lastly, 7th. I can't even read musical notes. -.-ll
Ahh, the path towards my dream seems more and more farther away =(
Nevertheless, my path on learning violin is... 0%.
I will never be able to achieve this dream. It's too impossible. Why?
1st. I'm 18. It's much better to start at a younger age. However, many people in the Internet seemed to say it's never too old to learn.. ok so this problem is kinda solved.
2nd. Financial problem. I'm not from a rich family. We always struggle for money, though not so pitifully, it's been much better these last few years. My parents main aim is for me to go to uni now. Then paying for my living expenses, as well as for my lil bro. Learning violin won't be a cheap process, in fact, it's pretty expensive. -.- And to learn it right now... well, it seems like a very selfish requests. And I had a lot of selfish request.
3rd. My parents. Almost similar to 2nd reason, I highly doubt my parents would appreciate if I do learn violin. It won't help me in the future, they might think it's a waste of money, and they want me to study, not play. =(
4th. Would any teachers even wanna accept me as a student?
5th. The urge to learn to play a violin stem from watching La Corda d'Oro. What if I lost interest soon? Well I highly doubt that...
6th. Level of difficulty is HIGH!!! It's super hard to learn violin, even more compared to other instruments. I've read that you must master how to hold the violin properly, position of your hand and bla bla bla... What if I quickly lose interest due to these difficulties... >.<
Lastly, 7th. I can't even read musical notes. -.-ll
Ahh, the path towards my dream seems more and more farther away =(
Saturday 11 December 2010
hmm~
End of another chapter of my life... a brief hiatus... for a new beginning... ...
Technically, I am no longer a Katok student. I have graduated as of Thursday 18th November. Despite that, I don't feel that sad at leaving the school. Unlike the time when I graduate from CHMS. However, there's some kind of hole in my heart, now that I've ended my education at Katok, I must go through a new phase in my life. Change... is usually hard for me to accept... or at least get used to... but I'm not making much sense in this post =.=
Technically, I am no longer a Katok student. I have graduated as of Thursday 18th November. Despite that, I don't feel that sad at leaving the school. Unlike the time when I graduate from CHMS. However, there's some kind of hole in my heart, now that I've ended my education at Katok, I must go through a new phase in my life. Change... is usually hard for me to accept... or at least get used to... but I'm not making much sense in this post =.=
Friday 22 October 2010
Doomdation
I am lazy. I have not study anything. I am gonna fail. I am not going to uni at this rate. Sigh, where is my nerdiness? It totally disappeared -.-
Friday 10 September 2010
My back T_T
It's the third term school holiday. And I haven't done much studying yet~ Hohohohoho~ -_-;; But this is not what I wanna talk about. What I really wanna talk about is about my...
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back.
I don't remember since when, but my back gets sore easily. -.- As a result, I have to lay down and chill out, which made me turn into a lazy bum that I already am. ¬_¬ Argh!!! VERY FRUSTRATING!!! EVEN NOW, IT'S SO SORE THAT I DON'T EVEN WANNA MOVE ABOUT!!!
I'm just an 18 year-old girl, yet I seem to have the body of an 81 year-old lao ah ma. T_T Sien...
Other than that, for some reason, I suddenly lost all my motivation to work hard for A Levels. I think, I have already give up. T_T It's hopeless, there's only 4 weeks left and I haven't done anything productive. Ugh, I wanna go cry in a corner...
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back.
I don't remember since when, but my back gets sore easily. -.- As a result, I have to lay down and chill out, which made me turn into a lazy bum that I already am. ¬_¬ Argh!!! VERY FRUSTRATING!!! EVEN NOW, IT'S SO SORE THAT I DON'T EVEN WANNA MOVE ABOUT!!!
I'm just an 18 year-old girl, yet I seem to have the body of an 81 year-old lao ah ma. T_T Sien...
Other than that, for some reason, I suddenly lost all my motivation to work hard for A Levels. I think, I have already give up. T_T It's hopeless, there's only 4 weeks left and I haven't done anything productive. Ugh, I wanna go cry in a corner...
Sunday 29 August 2010
Ouran High School Host Club Chapter 82 & Kaichou wa Maid-sama! Chapter 53
Ouran is ending soon! T_T A part of my life will be gone soon. Sigh. I've been reading Ouran since 2005 or 2006 (I think it's 2006 though). At first, I decided to read this series coz they advertised it at the back of one of my Fruits Basket manga. The summary sounds kinda interesting, though the art kinda threw me off. Nevertheless, when I went to Best Eastern and saw the first volume, I bought it. And thank God for it. I was instantly hooked! I've been buying all the volumes, loyally following this series, and as of now, I have all of the released Chuang Yi volumes, 16 volumes in total. I suppose there's two more volumes left. Now, there's only one more chap of Ouran left, which will be released on September 24th. T_T I don't ever want this series to end! NEVER!!! Sigh, however, all good things must come to an end... So, I'm gonna dedicate this post to Ouran Chap 82 commentary.
First, I'm gonna talk about maid-sama chapter 53. Initially, I only wanted to talked about Ouran chap 82 ONLY! However, I decided not to. I'll only talk about Kaichou wa Maid-sama Chapter 53 REALLY briefly. ^^
Honestly, there's not much progress in this chapter. *sigh ¬_¬* Though, the English spy, Cedric is his name, i think, IS SO CUTE!!! He only says "Nin-nin" AHHHHHHHH OMG THAT'S SO ADORABLE!!!! I kinda felt bad for him coz he was humiliated really badly. :P Ah well, wonder why he despises Misaki. o_o He's just making her infuriated and pumped up now. ¬_¬
NOW, OURAN!
Chapter 82 was released on 24th Aug in LaLa magazine. I've been refreshing Music Room 3 scanlation group's blog to check on any updates. Refresh and refresh. Till today. Good thing I actually check Ouran forum for updates. :P I was so ecstatic when I saw the thread of Chapter 82 Scanlation. I wasn't annoyed at all that it's only released now. Coz, we're reaching the climax, and I really want to savour the moment. And, perhaps, by prolonging the moment to read the chapter, I can somehow make it seems like Ouran will never end. In a way, I'm in denial. Nevertheless, I'm itching to find out how the date went. And, as expected of Hatori-sensei, she did not disappoint! Now that I think of it, I think I'm gonna do commentaries for every chapter of Ouran when I'm free, or at least, after A levels. Well, just a thought. But for now, Chapter 82 will be enough. ^_^
Ok, so in the previous chapter, Haruhi and Tamaki decided to go on a date at the amusement park. There's also the obscure hints about Haruhi's exchange programme to overseas. There's speculations that Haruhi might accept the offer.
Anyways, the chapter begins with Haruhi praying and talking to her mom's picture. She decides to go to Mei's place to get ready for the date and also she wants to avoid her father. (Ranka dislikes Tamaki a lot, imagine, now that his precious daughter is dating an idiot... yea, he would totally have lotsa things to say.) Haruhi is seen with the exchange program document. It seems that she's thinking about the offer, but unable to reach a definite decision, since meeting with Tamaki and the rest made her worrying about her decision. After she left, Ranka wakes up and becomes annoyed and quickly changes his clothes to ruin Haruhi's date -_-. However, he sees the document, highly likely that he finds out about the exchange program thing.
At the Suoh main residence, Tamaki, being deadly serious, is talking to Antoinette (aww, such an adorable dog! >.<) about the importance of his first date with Haruhi, and bla bla bla. In his exact words, "a precious ceremony that happens only once in a lifetime". A ceremony ¬_¬... So, he planned everything perfectly, and he even checked the weather. BUT...
he has no idea what to wear for their first date.
There's a panel that shows all of his clothes scattered around his room. -_- Antoinette (the adorable dog ^_^), also trying to choose his outfit for him. Tamaki then remembers what happened 2 hours ago, when he asked Kyouya for help. Kyouya told him to "go naked and get dumped on the spot." Lol. So, Tamaki's been thinking on what to wear for two hours. =.=
Since it's an emergency, and an important ceremony (the date), the Suoh's servants all decided to help him choose his outfit. It's pretty chaotic coz each servant has different opinion. Then, Tama's grandma showed up. (For an old lady, she's quite pretty. o_o) The servants then relay the situation to her and Shima-san, stating that it's an important ceremony with Haruhi. As Tamaki is about to explain about his relationship with Haruhi, Grandma cuts his words by saying "The men of the Suoh family won't be forgiven if they appear in inappropriate clothing when escorting a lady." Aww. This totally shows she accepts Haruhi. ^^ Oh, and grandma Suoh says that Tama's clothing has to be absolutely formal for such an important ceremony. Uhhh... formal attire in an amusement park... Okay... Then grandma Suoh begins ordering the servants around and dressing up Tamaki. Tama's father is also present and is about to say that he'll help Tamaki choose his clothes when grandma Suoh coldly tells him to scram. Lol. Yuzuru curls up in a corner and gets depressed. -_-;; And he also has something to tell Tamaki...
At the amusement park, Haruhi arrives first, looking really cute~ She's fussing and worrying about her clothing when the peeping group (Hani, Mori, the twins and Kyouya) finally make their appearance! The peeping group's plan: to watch the two's date, with them getting embarrassed so they (the peeping group) can mock them afterwards. Instead of passively watching, they are insulting Tamaki and hopes that he'll get dumped. Kyouya tells the group that Tama's most probably fussing over his clothes (he doesn't remember of what he said to Tamaki that morning). They're having a contest to see who insults Tamaki more. The twins hope that Tama will show up in a weird outfit so he'll get dumped on the spot. Hani senpai said that even Tamaki is not THAT stupid. And then Tamaki arrives with the most formal attire...
a Hakama.
HAHAHAHAHA!!! HE LOOKS SO STUPID! WEARING A HAKAMA FOR A DATE IN THE AMUSEMENT PARK!!! LOL!
The peeping group are beyond shock at the fact that he IS that stupid. Haruhi was also very o_ollll. At the main residence, grandma Suoh is shocked that what Tamaki meant by ceremony is actually a date. The peeping group then drags Tamaki to the nearby toilet and throws away his hakama, then throws Tamaki out, who is in casual clothes now, courtesy of the peeping group. Haruhi thought she was hallucinating, and says that she was about to go home when she sees him in that outfit. Lol. But Tamaki's stupidity didn't stop there. He leads Haruhi through a special gate that is adorned with a banner "Congratulations on first date <3" with two rows of staff on each side of the pathway welcoming them. They are showering them with flowers and telling them congratulations~ Haruhi and the peeping group are mortified. Goodness, Tamaki looks so much like an idiot. Haruhi, shocked and embarrassed beyond words, wants to go home already -_______________-lll
Sensing danger, the peeping group are trying to disperse the staff and crowd. In the end they are all drained out. Kyouya, who was always at the sideline, asks them what they are trying to do. Peeping group admits that they hope Tamaki and Haruhi will break up (=.=), however... if they leave Tamaki alone, he'll seriously get dumped in a single day. They are so contradicting. -_- But, such nice friends~
Tamaki then tells Haruhi that she looks incredibly cute (AWWWW!!!) and they proceed with their date, WHILE HOLDING HANDS!!! OMG SO CUTE~ AHHHH!!! *spazzing non-stop*
So far, the date went well. The peeping group are chilling out and feeling bored. Hani senpai comments that though Haruhi was cute since the beginning, now she looks like she becomes a real girl. Then, Kyouya says "Honey senpai, actually this is what..." Ahhh, what did Kyouya wanted to say! >.< Guess we'll found out in next chapter. Tamaki asks Haruhi to feed him, and the twins were like "the fuck!" Haruhi is embarrassed and tries to avoid having to feed Tamaki, but Tama is resolute~ As they both banter around, the twins are getting annoyed and have dark looks on their face. Finally, Haruhi gives up and is about to feed him when...
a sandal is thrown at Tamaki's face.
The suspects: the Hitachiin twins, using the excuse that Haruhi was about to snap. Kyouya and Hani tells them off. Then, Haruhi suggests they go visit the Haunted House. Tamaki is scared, not coz of the Haunted House, but because he is reminded of that morning's event, saying that Kyouya's is absolutely frightening when he wakes up and concludes that he's the devil or the incarnation of a demon. Just then, three huge murderous piggies appear behind Tamaki, and in the next panel, we see Tamaki all beat up, and the piggies are revealed to be Kyouya's three bodyguards.
The couple then go to see the beluga (what is it? o.o) in the aquarium area. The beluga looks like a dolphin ans is absolutely ADORABLE!!! OH MY GAHHHHHHH~ <3 As the couple talk for a bit, a random kid fell down and starts to wail REALLY loud. Tamaki tries to calm the boy and does some magic trick, conjuring up flowers out of nowhere. The lil boy is amazed and so does the crowd. As a finale, Tamaki conjures a wand, which turns to a shower of flowers~ Wahhhh~ it's pretty cool! If only a guy do magic tricks for me LOL! Tamaki actually practiced the magic tricks for Haruhi, and the peeping group are amazed that he really did practice magic tricks. Tamaki tells Haruhi that he loves amusement parks and aquarium, coz that's when everyone is having fun. And because the people are having fun and very excited, he also feels excited and wants them to have more fun. By getting involved in the Suoh's business, he feels like this even more. Tamaki then thanks Haruhi, coz she's the one who pushed him to that direction i.e. making him realised his purpose and what he wants to do with his life. Haruhi is about to tell Tamaki something (I presume it's about the exchange program), when suddenly...
THE ZUKA CLUB APPEAR!!!
The twins and Hani senpai are shocked beyond words. The Zuka club all cuddle around Haruhi, stating that she looks especially cute and they are about to drag her away. Tamaki tries to get Haruhi away but he failed and that's when the peeping group aka the Host Club make their grand appearance!!! What Kyouya says was pretty interesting, "Those who get in the way of love's path will be kicked by horses." Is he saying the Ouran host club are horses? o.O Anyways, Kyouya pushes Tamaki and Haruhi away and says that to leave the rest to them. The couple then escapes. The Zuka club pres (I think her name is Benio Or something that starts with B) confronts the Host club and asks whether Haruhi already quits the club. The twins denies this and the Zuka club pres becomes heated, and retorts how long are they gonna keep her real gender a secret? And that the Host club can't go on like this coz sooner or later, everyone will find out Haruhi's secret, coz Haruhi looks utterly and totally like a girl. The twins got annoyed, but Kyouya stops them and agrees with the Zuka club. Not only coz of Haruhi's new development with Tamaki, but that it is impossible for the Host club to keep hiding Haruhi's secret forever. Kyouya then says that there's something he had noticed some time ago...
This chapter contains some discussion on how Haruhi totally looks like a girl now, as well as discussion about her secret. It seems to me that this is some kind of foreshadowing. As the series comes to an end in the next chapter, I suppose Haruhi's secret might be revealed in the last chapter. I wonder what did Kyouya noticed. =/
Tamaki and Haruhi are running towards the exit. Apparently, Tamaki wants to bring Haruhi to another place too, but due to certain circumstances (the Zuka club), they will have to go there much earlier. Then someone calls out Haruhi, "YOUNG MAIDEN!!!~" The couple stop at their track and turned...
The Zuka club, with the pres right up front, are dashing towards them, and the Host club are behind them!
Tamaki then asks Haruhi to run towards the Central Square's Fountain for a diversion. As they both arrived at 1 o'clock...dozens of white doves appeared fluttering around~ It was a beautiful sight! Turns out this is another of Tamaki's magic tricks. It's sooooo beautiful, doves flying around~ SIGH~ TAMAKI IS SO SWEET TO HARUHI~ Like I've said, if only a guy do this for me~
The doves proved to be a perfect distraction for the Zuka club. The couple are able to escape, and the doves are flapping around the Zuka club. Mori whistles, and all the doves flew towards him. LOL! Mori, the dove tamer! Animals really love Mori, eh...
The place that Tamaki wanted to bring Haruhi to was actually Haruhi's mom grave. He wants to pay his respect to Haruhi's mom. Haruhi's dad, Ranka, is also at Kotoko's grave. It seems that he doesn't really want to be apart from Haruhi yet, and thinks that whether it would have been better if he didn't let Haruhi to enroll in Ouran Academy. Ranka overhears Tamaki and Haruhi approaching and proceeds to hide somewhere. Tamaki kneels in front of Kotoko's grave, and declares that he loves Haruhi. Tamaki then lists out Haruhi's virtue and traits, saying that he loves every side of her. And that he wants to be by her side and keep on supporting Haruhi. Tamaki then asks Kotoko to look after Haruhi even if she has to go somewhere far away in order to pursue her dreams. Turns out, Tamaki knew what Haruhi was about to tell him. Apparently his dad told him only that morning. The document is about an exchange program with a high school in America, and it's for one year.
Haruhi admits that she was unsure at first, since there's a lot of things she wants to learn in Ouran... and that if earlier, she would have accepted it right away, "But now..."
Tamaki just smiles and said "But in the end, you decided, right?" Haruhi said yes. Spending the day with Tamaki made her resolution even stronger, and that she wants to become better, in order to be able to stand at Tamaki's side.
Haruhi's decision: she will go to America.
And the chapter ends... Arghhhhhh!!! ONE MORE CHAPTER!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!!! T.T It's been so long, I've been in this journey for a long time, and now it will comes to an end. I really hate this feeling. It's not my first time feeling like this. First prominent time was Harry Potter series and Fruits Basket. God, I feel like crying right now. I love Ouran. It's one of the best manga I've ever read. I love every part of it. Eventually, everything will come to an end. Life, school, childhood, tv series, book series, and even manga series. Sigh... T_T I hope that, the last chapter will not be too rushed... I'm actually hoping Hatori-sensei to do a spin-off series about the rest of the characters in Ouran.
I'm still hopeful *_*
First, I'm gonna talk about maid-sama chapter 53. Initially, I only wanted to talked about Ouran chap 82 ONLY! However, I decided not to. I'll only talk about Kaichou wa Maid-sama Chapter 53 REALLY briefly. ^^
Honestly, there's not much progress in this chapter. *sigh ¬_¬* Though, the English spy, Cedric is his name, i think, IS SO CUTE!!! He only says "Nin-nin" AHHHHHHHH OMG THAT'S SO ADORABLE!!!! I kinda felt bad for him coz he was humiliated really badly. :P Ah well, wonder why he despises Misaki. o_o He's just making her infuriated and pumped up now. ¬_¬
NOW, OURAN!
Chapter 82 was released on 24th Aug in LaLa magazine. I've been refreshing Music Room 3 scanlation group's blog to check on any updates. Refresh and refresh. Till today. Good thing I actually check Ouran forum for updates. :P I was so ecstatic when I saw the thread of Chapter 82 Scanlation. I wasn't annoyed at all that it's only released now. Coz, we're reaching the climax, and I really want to savour the moment. And, perhaps, by prolonging the moment to read the chapter, I can somehow make it seems like Ouran will never end. In a way, I'm in denial. Nevertheless, I'm itching to find out how the date went. And, as expected of Hatori-sensei, she did not disappoint! Now that I think of it, I think I'm gonna do commentaries for every chapter of Ouran when I'm free, or at least, after A levels. Well, just a thought. But for now, Chapter 82 will be enough. ^_^
Ok, so in the previous chapter, Haruhi and Tamaki decided to go on a date at the amusement park. There's also the obscure hints about Haruhi's exchange programme to overseas. There's speculations that Haruhi might accept the offer.
Anyways, the chapter begins with Haruhi praying and talking to her mom's picture. She decides to go to Mei's place to get ready for the date and also she wants to avoid her father. (Ranka dislikes Tamaki a lot, imagine, now that his precious daughter is dating an idiot... yea, he would totally have lotsa things to say.) Haruhi is seen with the exchange program document. It seems that she's thinking about the offer, but unable to reach a definite decision, since meeting with Tamaki and the rest made her worrying about her decision. After she left, Ranka wakes up and becomes annoyed and quickly changes his clothes to ruin Haruhi's date -_-. However, he sees the document, highly likely that he finds out about the exchange program thing.
At the Suoh main residence, Tamaki, being deadly serious, is talking to Antoinette (aww, such an adorable dog! >.<) about the importance of his first date with Haruhi, and bla bla bla. In his exact words, "a precious ceremony that happens only once in a lifetime". A ceremony ¬_¬... So, he planned everything perfectly, and he even checked the weather. BUT...
he has no idea what to wear for their first date.
There's a panel that shows all of his clothes scattered around his room. -_- Antoinette (the adorable dog ^_^), also trying to choose his outfit for him. Tamaki then remembers what happened 2 hours ago, when he asked Kyouya for help. Kyouya told him to "go naked and get dumped on the spot." Lol. So, Tamaki's been thinking on what to wear for two hours. =.=
Since it's an emergency, and an important ceremony (the date), the Suoh's servants all decided to help him choose his outfit. It's pretty chaotic coz each servant has different opinion. Then, Tama's grandma showed up. (For an old lady, she's quite pretty. o_o) The servants then relay the situation to her and Shima-san, stating that it's an important ceremony with Haruhi. As Tamaki is about to explain about his relationship with Haruhi, Grandma cuts his words by saying "The men of the Suoh family won't be forgiven if they appear in inappropriate clothing when escorting a lady." Aww. This totally shows she accepts Haruhi. ^^ Oh, and grandma Suoh says that Tama's clothing has to be absolutely formal for such an important ceremony. Uhhh... formal attire in an amusement park... Okay... Then grandma Suoh begins ordering the servants around and dressing up Tamaki. Tama's father is also present and is about to say that he'll help Tamaki choose his clothes when grandma Suoh coldly tells him to scram. Lol. Yuzuru curls up in a corner and gets depressed. -_-;; And he also has something to tell Tamaki...
At the amusement park, Haruhi arrives first, looking really cute~ She's fussing and worrying about her clothing when the peeping group (Hani, Mori, the twins and Kyouya) finally make their appearance! The peeping group's plan: to watch the two's date, with them getting embarrassed so they (the peeping group) can mock them afterwards. Instead of passively watching, they are insulting Tamaki and hopes that he'll get dumped. Kyouya tells the group that Tama's most probably fussing over his clothes (he doesn't remember of what he said to Tamaki that morning). They're having a contest to see who insults Tamaki more. The twins hope that Tama will show up in a weird outfit so he'll get dumped on the spot. Hani senpai said that even Tamaki is not THAT stupid. And then Tamaki arrives with the most formal attire...
a Hakama.
HAHAHAHAHA!!! HE LOOKS SO STUPID! WEARING A HAKAMA FOR A DATE IN THE AMUSEMENT PARK!!! LOL!
The peeping group are beyond shock at the fact that he IS that stupid. Haruhi was also very o_ollll. At the main residence, grandma Suoh is shocked that what Tamaki meant by ceremony is actually a date. The peeping group then drags Tamaki to the nearby toilet and throws away his hakama, then throws Tamaki out, who is in casual clothes now, courtesy of the peeping group. Haruhi thought she was hallucinating, and says that she was about to go home when she sees him in that outfit. Lol. But Tamaki's stupidity didn't stop there. He leads Haruhi through a special gate that is adorned with a banner "Congratulations on first date <3" with two rows of staff on each side of the pathway welcoming them. They are showering them with flowers and telling them congratulations~ Haruhi and the peeping group are mortified. Goodness, Tamaki looks so much like an idiot. Haruhi, shocked and embarrassed beyond words, wants to go home already -_______________-lll
Sensing danger, the peeping group are trying to disperse the staff and crowd. In the end they are all drained out. Kyouya, who was always at the sideline, asks them what they are trying to do. Peeping group admits that they hope Tamaki and Haruhi will break up (=.=), however... if they leave Tamaki alone, he'll seriously get dumped in a single day. They are so contradicting. -_- But, such nice friends~
Tamaki then tells Haruhi that she looks incredibly cute (AWWWW!!!) and they proceed with their date, WHILE HOLDING HANDS!!! OMG SO CUTE~ AHHHH!!! *spazzing non-stop*
So far, the date went well. The peeping group are chilling out and feeling bored. Hani senpai comments that though Haruhi was cute since the beginning, now she looks like she becomes a real girl. Then, Kyouya says "Honey senpai, actually this is what..." Ahhh, what did Kyouya wanted to say! >.< Guess we'll found out in next chapter. Tamaki asks Haruhi to feed him, and the twins were like "the fuck!" Haruhi is embarrassed and tries to avoid having to feed Tamaki, but Tama is resolute~ As they both banter around, the twins are getting annoyed and have dark looks on their face. Finally, Haruhi gives up and is about to feed him when...
a sandal is thrown at Tamaki's face.
The suspects: the Hitachiin twins, using the excuse that Haruhi was about to snap. Kyouya and Hani tells them off. Then, Haruhi suggests they go visit the Haunted House. Tamaki is scared, not coz of the Haunted House, but because he is reminded of that morning's event, saying that Kyouya's is absolutely frightening when he wakes up and concludes that he's the devil or the incarnation of a demon. Just then, three huge murderous piggies appear behind Tamaki, and in the next panel, we see Tamaki all beat up, and the piggies are revealed to be Kyouya's three bodyguards.
The couple then go to see the beluga (what is it? o.o) in the aquarium area. The beluga looks like a dolphin ans is absolutely ADORABLE!!! OH MY GAHHHHHHH~ <3 As the couple talk for a bit, a random kid fell down and starts to wail REALLY loud. Tamaki tries to calm the boy and does some magic trick, conjuring up flowers out of nowhere. The lil boy is amazed and so does the crowd. As a finale, Tamaki conjures a wand, which turns to a shower of flowers~ Wahhhh~ it's pretty cool! If only a guy do magic tricks for me LOL! Tamaki actually practiced the magic tricks for Haruhi, and the peeping group are amazed that he really did practice magic tricks. Tamaki tells Haruhi that he loves amusement parks and aquarium, coz that's when everyone is having fun. And because the people are having fun and very excited, he also feels excited and wants them to have more fun. By getting involved in the Suoh's business, he feels like this even more. Tamaki then thanks Haruhi, coz she's the one who pushed him to that direction i.e. making him realised his purpose and what he wants to do with his life. Haruhi is about to tell Tamaki something (I presume it's about the exchange program), when suddenly...
THE ZUKA CLUB APPEAR!!!
The twins and Hani senpai are shocked beyond words. The Zuka club all cuddle around Haruhi, stating that she looks especially cute and they are about to drag her away. Tamaki tries to get Haruhi away but he failed and that's when the peeping group aka the Host Club make their grand appearance!!! What Kyouya says was pretty interesting, "Those who get in the way of love's path will be kicked by horses." Is he saying the Ouran host club are horses? o.O Anyways, Kyouya pushes Tamaki and Haruhi away and says that to leave the rest to them. The couple then escapes. The Zuka club pres (I think her name is Benio Or something that starts with B) confronts the Host club and asks whether Haruhi already quits the club. The twins denies this and the Zuka club pres becomes heated, and retorts how long are they gonna keep her real gender a secret? And that the Host club can't go on like this coz sooner or later, everyone will find out Haruhi's secret, coz Haruhi looks utterly and totally like a girl. The twins got annoyed, but Kyouya stops them and agrees with the Zuka club. Not only coz of Haruhi's new development with Tamaki, but that it is impossible for the Host club to keep hiding Haruhi's secret forever. Kyouya then says that there's something he had noticed some time ago...
This chapter contains some discussion on how Haruhi totally looks like a girl now, as well as discussion about her secret. It seems to me that this is some kind of foreshadowing. As the series comes to an end in the next chapter, I suppose Haruhi's secret might be revealed in the last chapter. I wonder what did Kyouya noticed. =/
Tamaki and Haruhi are running towards the exit. Apparently, Tamaki wants to bring Haruhi to another place too, but due to certain circumstances (the Zuka club), they will have to go there much earlier. Then someone calls out Haruhi, "YOUNG MAIDEN!!!~" The couple stop at their track and turned...
The Zuka club, with the pres right up front, are dashing towards them, and the Host club are behind them!
Tamaki then asks Haruhi to run towards the Central Square's Fountain for a diversion. As they both arrived at 1 o'clock...dozens of white doves appeared fluttering around~ It was a beautiful sight! Turns out this is another of Tamaki's magic tricks. It's sooooo beautiful, doves flying around~ SIGH~ TAMAKI IS SO SWEET TO HARUHI~ Like I've said, if only a guy do this for me~
The doves proved to be a perfect distraction for the Zuka club. The couple are able to escape, and the doves are flapping around the Zuka club. Mori whistles, and all the doves flew towards him. LOL! Mori, the dove tamer! Animals really love Mori, eh...
The place that Tamaki wanted to bring Haruhi to was actually Haruhi's mom grave. He wants to pay his respect to Haruhi's mom. Haruhi's dad, Ranka, is also at Kotoko's grave. It seems that he doesn't really want to be apart from Haruhi yet, and thinks that whether it would have been better if he didn't let Haruhi to enroll in Ouran Academy. Ranka overhears Tamaki and Haruhi approaching and proceeds to hide somewhere. Tamaki kneels in front of Kotoko's grave, and declares that he loves Haruhi. Tamaki then lists out Haruhi's virtue and traits, saying that he loves every side of her. And that he wants to be by her side and keep on supporting Haruhi. Tamaki then asks Kotoko to look after Haruhi even if she has to go somewhere far away in order to pursue her dreams. Turns out, Tamaki knew what Haruhi was about to tell him. Apparently his dad told him only that morning. The document is about an exchange program with a high school in America, and it's for one year.
Haruhi admits that she was unsure at first, since there's a lot of things she wants to learn in Ouran... and that if earlier, she would have accepted it right away, "But now..."
Tamaki just smiles and said "But in the end, you decided, right?" Haruhi said yes. Spending the day with Tamaki made her resolution even stronger, and that she wants to become better, in order to be able to stand at Tamaki's side.
Haruhi's decision: she will go to America.
And the chapter ends... Arghhhhhh!!! ONE MORE CHAPTER!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!!! T.T It's been so long, I've been in this journey for a long time, and now it will comes to an end. I really hate this feeling. It's not my first time feeling like this. First prominent time was Harry Potter series and Fruits Basket. God, I feel like crying right now. I love Ouran. It's one of the best manga I've ever read. I love every part of it. Eventually, everything will come to an end. Life, school, childhood, tv series, book series, and even manga series. Sigh... T_T I hope that, the last chapter will not be too rushed... I'm actually hoping Hatori-sensei to do a spin-off series about the rest of the characters in Ouran.
I'm still hopeful *_*
Friday 27 August 2010
June 2010 AS/A Level Results... and oh, my 2nd egg died! :o
Second egg died too... ¬_¬ Maybe I should just give up on having dragons as pets...
Anyway, June AS results were released last Thursday, 19th August. Since I have to wait one whole day before going to school, being an impatient person, I resorted to register by SMS to get my results. -_- Well, I don't exactly regret it... I remembered that day very well. I was sleeping the whole afternoon (LOL) and woke up in the evening. Then, after shower and cooking the rice, I went to Facebook. And I saw lotsa posts like "OMG I'm so nervous!" or "Why I still didn't receive my frigging results yet?!". Basically, stuff like that. And I was surprised to find out that results had, indeed, been released. Anyway, I tried to find information on how to register and just hantam send. I didn't receive any reply that says something like "you've registered successfully" bla bla bla, so after one hour of agitating moment, and lurking at facebook, I decided to send again. As a result...
Nothing. No reply.
So I gave up and went to sleep at 11 something, albeit, it was really hard to fall asleep for some reason.
Woke up at 4 something ish, and I've received two sms from DST and one from Mom. Both DST msg said I registered wrongly. ¬_¬ So, I registered correctly and got a reply about one hour later, and my results about few secs after the reply.
Mathematics - B
Literature in English - C
Business Studies - D
Accounting - E
As in the case of my O levels, I got all the passing grades... again. Except for A, of course. I'm happy I got C in lit, coz that means I get to take it in Nov exam and got A. Well, at least, that's what I HOPE to get.
Saturday, 21st August 2010.
The school posted the result at 8 something-ish in the morning. We (Liwen, Cindy and I), who were at that time having P.S, found out the results were out when Cindy's friend informed Cindy. As we walked towards the Maths department (the results were posted at the Maths Department notice board, as, for some mysterious reason, our main notice board was, noticeably, missing), I saw couple of people walking towards the same direction that we were heading from their classrooms. Unfortunately for us, there was a group of people already looking at the results and hogging most of the place.
After relentless amount of squeezing, pushing and head-craning, I ended up annoyed at the rude people who were pushing and waited for my friends at a corner. I only managed to look at my Maths result. They posted the results according to subjects AND not only the posted the overall grade we got, they've also included the breakdown, which was why I was so eager to look at my results in the first place. My Maths, got A and D. Stupid Statistic. It is the most worthless topic in Mathematics. -_-
After much consideration, I decided to retake everything. Since, I'm a stubborn and superambitiousyetincrediblylazy girl.
Enough about that.
I changed my blog design again! Only now I found out about the more easy Template designing and bla bla crap. Ugh, if only I had upgraded my template setting earlier. But I guess learning about on HTML and CSS is not that bad. For now, I'm satisfied at how my blog looks. ^_^
Anyway, June AS results were released last Thursday, 19th August. Since I have to wait one whole day before going to school, being an impatient person, I resorted to register by SMS to get my results. -_- Well, I don't exactly regret it... I remembered that day very well. I was sleeping the whole afternoon (LOL) and woke up in the evening. Then, after shower and cooking the rice, I went to Facebook. And I saw lotsa posts like "OMG I'm so nervous!" or "Why I still didn't receive my frigging results yet?!". Basically, stuff like that. And I was surprised to find out that results had, indeed, been released. Anyway, I tried to find information on how to register and just hantam send. I didn't receive any reply that says something like "you've registered successfully" bla bla bla, so after one hour of agitating moment, and lurking at facebook, I decided to send again. As a result...
Nothing. No reply.
So I gave up and went to sleep at 11 something, albeit, it was really hard to fall asleep for some reason.
Woke up at 4 something ish, and I've received two sms from DST and one from Mom. Both DST msg said I registered wrongly. ¬_¬ So, I registered correctly and got a reply about one hour later, and my results about few secs after the reply.
Mathematics - B
Literature in English - C
Business Studies - D
Accounting - E
As in the case of my O levels, I got all the passing grades... again. Except for A, of course. I'm happy I got C in lit, coz that means I get to take it in Nov exam and got A. Well, at least, that's what I HOPE to get.
Saturday, 21st August 2010.
The school posted the result at 8 something-ish in the morning. We (Liwen, Cindy and I), who were at that time having P.S, found out the results were out when Cindy's friend informed Cindy. As we walked towards the Maths department (the results were posted at the Maths Department notice board, as, for some mysterious reason, our main notice board was, noticeably, missing), I saw couple of people walking towards the same direction that we were heading from their classrooms. Unfortunately for us, there was a group of people already looking at the results and hogging most of the place.
After relentless amount of squeezing, pushing and head-craning, I ended up annoyed at the rude people who were pushing and waited for my friends at a corner. I only managed to look at my Maths result. They posted the results according to subjects AND not only the posted the overall grade we got, they've also included the breakdown, which was why I was so eager to look at my results in the first place. My Maths, got A and D. Stupid Statistic. It is the most worthless topic in Mathematics. -_-
After much consideration, I decided to retake everything. Since, I'm a stubborn and superambitiousyetincrediblylazy girl.
Enough about that.
I changed my blog design again! Only now I found out about the more easy Template designing and bla bla crap. Ugh, if only I had upgraded my template setting earlier. But I guess learning about on HTML and CSS is not that bad. For now, I'm satisfied at how my blog looks. ^_^
Friday 6 August 2010
First egg died... Oh well, here's the second one!
Ok, my first dragon egg died. It didn't even hatch. =(
But not to worry, I have a new egg! :D
ANYONE WHO VISITED MY BLOG, PLEASE CLICK ON THE EGG SO IT'LL HATCH!!!
(T_T)
But not to worry, I have a new egg! :D
ANYONE WHO VISITED MY BLOG, PLEASE CLICK ON THE EGG SO IT'LL HATCH!!!
(T_T)
Friday 30 July 2010
Noooo!!! MOCK EXAMS!!! T_T
For goodness sake! MOCK EXAM IS IN A FEW DAYS ONLY!!! Ugh... T_T I haven't clean my room and I haven't revise anything YET! KILL ME NOW!!! ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!
On the other hand, I adopted a dragon. Anyone who visited my blog, please click on my dragon egg so it'll hatch soon~ ^^
On the other hand, I adopted a dragon. Anyone who visited my blog, please click on my dragon egg so it'll hatch soon~ ^^
Sunday 13 June 2010
Holiday
Holiday started since 4th June, Friday, which was my last day of exam. Been kinda busy last week, going out and stuff:
1. On 6th (Sunday), went out with Liwen, Xinyi, Jacquelyne, Cindy, Keah Yee and co to celebrate Xinyi's birthday in Excapade (which Xinyi sendiri belanja). And I bought couple of books AFTER GOD KNOWS HOW LONG!!! I bought um... Septimus Heap Book One: Magyk; Book Two: Flyte by Angie Sage, as well as Percy Jackson and the Last Olympian by Rick Riordan (did I get the names right?). All three books are hardcover~ ^^ I also bought You're Beautiful, Goong and Coffee Prince DVDs. Which cost me almost 100 bucks...
2. On 7th, go Cindy's house as a kinda mini celebration of Xinyi's birthday (honestly, I think it's just an excuse to karaoke LOL). I brought spaghetti for them, Liwen bought mee hoon. Hehehe, they complimented Mom's cooking! ^^ Ahh, spaghetti... *drools* I love Mom's food~ They're the best! XD But of course, I may be biased :P
3. On Thursday, 10th June, went out with Wern to Mall and we watched Prince of Persia (which was awesome, btw). And bought some more books LOL! Septimus Heap Book Three: Physik; Book Four: Queste; Book Five: Syren; (ALL HARDCOVER!!!) and Ten Things I Love About You by Julia Quinn (which was awesome btw). I bought two of the books from Best Eastern (the branch in Mall) and another two in Booker (Gadong branch). Quite happy on this day too :P Ten Things I Love About You is awesome~ Really nice! Sebastian Grey is another addition to my list of favourite Julia Quinn heros. Other heros include Anthony Bridgerton, Colin Bridgerton and Sir Harry Valentine. I shall write a review on this book... as well as a review on What Happens in London (another personal favourite of mine ^^).
4. Then on Saturday, 12th June, which was yesterday, me, Ying, and Wern went to Nic's house to... uh... play neopets and eat sand! LOL! I was kinda disappointed though. We didn't get to see the results together. =/ (STUPID TNT!!! TILL NOW STILL DON'T WANT TO RELEASE THE RESULTS =.=) Other than that slight disappointment, I'm happy to see Ying and Nic (and Wern again of course) after so long.
1. On 6th (Sunday), went out with Liwen, Xinyi, Jacquelyne, Cindy, Keah Yee and co to celebrate Xinyi's birthday in Excapade (which Xinyi sendiri belanja). And I bought couple of books AFTER GOD KNOWS HOW LONG!!! I bought um... Septimus Heap Book One: Magyk; Book Two: Flyte by Angie Sage, as well as Percy Jackson and the Last Olympian by Rick Riordan (did I get the names right?). All three books are hardcover~ ^^ I also bought You're Beautiful, Goong and Coffee Prince DVDs. Which cost me almost 100 bucks...
2. On 7th, go Cindy's house as a kinda mini celebration of Xinyi's birthday (honestly, I think it's just an excuse to karaoke LOL). I brought spaghetti for them, Liwen bought mee hoon. Hehehe, they complimented Mom's cooking! ^^ Ahh, spaghetti... *drools* I love Mom's food~ They're the best! XD But of course, I may be biased :P
3. On Thursday, 10th June, went out with Wern to Mall and we watched Prince of Persia (which was awesome, btw). And bought some more books LOL! Septimus Heap Book Three: Physik; Book Four: Queste; Book Five: Syren; (ALL HARDCOVER!!!) and Ten Things I Love About You by Julia Quinn (which was awesome btw). I bought two of the books from Best Eastern (the branch in Mall) and another two in Booker (Gadong branch). Quite happy on this day too :P Ten Things I Love About You is awesome~ Really nice! Sebastian Grey is another addition to my list of favourite Julia Quinn heros. Other heros include Anthony Bridgerton, Colin Bridgerton and Sir Harry Valentine. I shall write a review on this book... as well as a review on What Happens in London (another personal favourite of mine ^^).
4. Then on Saturday, 12th June, which was yesterday, me, Ying, and Wern went to Nic's house to... uh... play neopets and eat sand! LOL! I was kinda disappointed though. We didn't get to see the results together. =/ (STUPID TNT!!! TILL NOW STILL DON'T WANT TO RELEASE THE RESULTS =.=) Other than that slight disappointment, I'm happy to see Ying and Nic (and Wern again of course) after so long.
Monday 31 May 2010
Last day of May
Woo, been so busy these days... (kinda) Anyways, I've finished most of my papers, now left 2 more AS papers: Accounting Paper 1 (MCQ) and Business Studies Paper 2 (Data Response). Other than that, it feels like holiday right now. I really could care less of studying hard for this June AS... since most of my papers are screwed already. Sigh...
Now, I'm kinda going back to DBSK... which is not a good thing since they're going through lawsuit and seems like they're gonna disband any time soon, which in turn will give me heartache (GAHHHHH~ T_T). Plus, most of them are doing solo works, acting in dramas. And Micky's doing a Korean drama now. I'm quite interested in this drama, since the plot sounds interesting... BUT!!! I CAN'T BEAR TO SEE MICKY KISSING WITH THE MAIN GIRL, WHOEVER SHE IS!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! BUT THEN I REALLY WANT TO WATCH THIS DRAMA, EXCEPT FOR ANY ROMANTIC SCENE!!! AIYAHHHHHHH!!!! Good thing Xiah Junsu didn't act in a drama...
I really want DBSK to be together forever... like Shinhwa. :(
~ Always Keep The Faith ~
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Now, I'm kinda going back to DBSK... which is not a good thing since they're going through lawsuit and seems like they're gonna disband any time soon, which in turn will give me heartache (GAHHHHH~ T_T). Plus, most of them are doing solo works, acting in dramas. And Micky's doing a Korean drama now. I'm quite interested in this drama, since the plot sounds interesting... BUT!!! I CAN'T BEAR TO SEE MICKY KISSING WITH THE MAIN GIRL, WHOEVER SHE IS!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! BUT THEN I REALLY WANT TO WATCH THIS DRAMA, EXCEPT FOR ANY ROMANTIC SCENE!!! AIYAHHHHHHH!!!! Good thing Xiah Junsu didn't act in a drama...
I really want DBSK to be together forever... like Shinhwa. :(
~ Always Keep The Faith ~
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Thursday 29 April 2010
It's been so long again...
AS exam is just around the corner (less than two weeks). AND I HAVEN'T EVEN START MY MATHS P1 REVISION!!! FUCK!!! God, I'm so regretful now. T_T Hopefully I'll start doing some past year today... @_@
Since I'm feeling lazy, I'm just gonna post lyrics.
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Don't Let Me Stop You by Kelly Clarkson
I used to be a little bit shy, I kept my deepest feelings inside
Speaking up to you about my emotions has always been hard
But this just can't wait, tonight I feel a little bit brave
So I won't let one more day pass without you explaining what we are
This is gonna sound kind of silly but I couldn't help but notice
The last time you kissed me you kept both eyes open
Baby can you tell me what does that mean?
If you're looking over your shoulder then you don't need to be with me
And I don't need to hold on
Don't let me stop you from doing what you wanna do
You don't wanna stick, trust me it's cool, take no chance, get over you
No, no don't let me stop you, if you wanna leave baby you can leave
Just don't pretend that you're into me if it ain't true
No don't let me stop you
I'm out of things I can take, gotta high threshold for pain
Let's get one thing straight I'm not down to share you with anyone
If that's not what you're looking for, nice knowing you but there's the door
'Cause I know I can find someone who give me what I want
This is gonna sound kind of silly
If you're looking over your shoulder then you don't need to be with me
And I don't need to hold on
Don't let me stop you from doing what you wanna do
You don't wanna stick, trust me it's cool, take no chance, get over you
No, no, don't let me stop you, if you wanna leave baby you can leave
Just don't pretend that you're into me if it ain't true
No don't let me stop you
Even if I end up broken hearted I won't lie
I don't wanna hear goodbye but either way I'll be alright
Don't let me stop you from doing what you wanna do
You don't wanna stick, trust me it's cool, take no chance, get over you
No, no, don't let me stop you, if you wanna leave baby you can leave
Just don't pretend that you're into me if it ain't true
No don't let me stop you
Don't let me stop you from doing what you wanna do
You don't wanna stick, trust me it's cool, take no chance, get over you
No, no, don't let me stop you, if you wanna leave baby you can leave
Just don't pretend that you're into me if it ain't true
No don't let me stop you
Since I'm feeling lazy, I'm just gonna post lyrics.
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Don't Let Me Stop You by Kelly Clarkson
I used to be a little bit shy, I kept my deepest feelings inside
Speaking up to you about my emotions has always been hard
But this just can't wait, tonight I feel a little bit brave
So I won't let one more day pass without you explaining what we are
This is gonna sound kind of silly but I couldn't help but notice
The last time you kissed me you kept both eyes open
Baby can you tell me what does that mean?
If you're looking over your shoulder then you don't need to be with me
And I don't need to hold on
Don't let me stop you from doing what you wanna do
You don't wanna stick, trust me it's cool, take no chance, get over you
No, no don't let me stop you, if you wanna leave baby you can leave
Just don't pretend that you're into me if it ain't true
No don't let me stop you
I'm out of things I can take, gotta high threshold for pain
Let's get one thing straight I'm not down to share you with anyone
If that's not what you're looking for, nice knowing you but there's the door
'Cause I know I can find someone who give me what I want
This is gonna sound kind of silly
If you're looking over your shoulder then you don't need to be with me
And I don't need to hold on
Don't let me stop you from doing what you wanna do
You don't wanna stick, trust me it's cool, take no chance, get over you
No, no, don't let me stop you, if you wanna leave baby you can leave
Just don't pretend that you're into me if it ain't true
No don't let me stop you
Even if I end up broken hearted I won't lie
I don't wanna hear goodbye but either way I'll be alright
Don't let me stop you from doing what you wanna do
You don't wanna stick, trust me it's cool, take no chance, get over you
No, no, don't let me stop you, if you wanna leave baby you can leave
Just don't pretend that you're into me if it ain't true
No don't let me stop you
Don't let me stop you from doing what you wanna do
You don't wanna stick, trust me it's cool, take no chance, get over you
No, no, don't let me stop you, if you wanna leave baby you can leave
Just don't pretend that you're into me if it ain't true
No don't let me stop you
Tuesday 23 March 2010
Monday's Child
Monday's child is fair of face,
Tuesday's child is full of grace,
Wednesday's child is full of woe,
Thursday's child has far to go,
Friday's child is loving and giving,
Saturday's child works hard for a living,
But the child who is born on the Sabbath Day
Is bonny and blithe and good and gay.
I'm born on a Saturday~ Hmm...
Tuesday's child is full of grace,
Wednesday's child is full of woe,
Thursday's child has far to go,
Friday's child is loving and giving,
Saturday's child works hard for a living,
But the child who is born on the Sabbath Day
Is bonny and blithe and good and gay.
I'm born on a Saturday~ Hmm...
Monday 22 March 2010
First term holiday of 2010
My holiday started since last Friday, which was the 19th of March, Friday. For three days straight, I did not study or touch my school books at all. Not sure if I'm able to study today though. I have very bad sleeping pattern now. -_- It's been soooooooooo long since I had a proper, normal sleep. I always slept at evening (the time varies, but usually between 7pm - 9pm) and woke up in the early morning (depending on the time I started sleeping, usually around late 11pm - 4am-ish). Hopefully I can cure this odd pattern. I have not slept on my bed since... A LONG TIME!!! I only slept at the bottom area, not the proper bed. Argh!!! T_T Why do I love to sleep... It must have been the bottom bed fault!!! By laying down or sitting on it, I get this sleepy feeling. :(
Anyways, though it's my holiday, I have extra class. *stares at the sky, heaving a long sigh* Thank God that it's only for 3 days, and from 10am till 11.30am. It's my Business extra class. Today's the first day. And something stupid had happened. -.- It's so stupid that I can't believe it seriously happened. So my class started at 10, right? I asked my dad to come at 9.30 coz I'm a punctual person (99% of the time) and I hate to be late. In my mind:
late to arrive at school = late to class = late to enter the (in this case, my extra class is held in the conference room) conference room = teacher start revision already and I might missed out some stuff = other students will stare at me like I'm some kind of freak.
The last reason is the most important reasons on why I hate to be late for class. Of course, the missing out on what teacher had said is important too... So yeah, my dad did arrived at 9.30, but then he needed to do some other stuff, and resulted in bringing me when my house clocks striked at 9.50ish am. -_-
I was not pleased at all.
I kept on staring at the Buddha patung thing (I have no idea what to call it, and I feel like I'm being disrespectful to it now ._.) on my dad's um... prayer area, basically Buddhist stuff, and was talking to the patung (mind you, I didn't talk to it out loud, just in my mind), asking it whether I'm gonna be late for class. Obviously, He didn't answer me. Then I started to pace around the living room, getting increasingly annoyed. And I started slamming doors to vent out some of my frustration. The minute-hand kept on moving, and my dad was still not done yet. All the feeling of frustration and annoyance just formed into a big ball inside of me, then at nearly 9.50am, tears welled up. Since I can't shout out loud my anger (since my mom will question me non-stop), it turned into tears of frustration. -_- Then dad finally came out and I went down outside myself, without answering his questions. And he got annoyed since I'm not answering him (it's a sign of rudeness, not answering my parents). Then he turned and looked at my face, and knew that I had been crying (oh please, I've only been crying for like what... 30 sec =.= ... it's the red and swollen eyes that took a much longer time to disappear, and flushed face too). Then he got pissed off (-_-) and said something how I'm gonna be 18 soon, yet I'm so childish or immature (he didn't said any of those words but I knew he was thinking about it). So I spent my time in the car staring outside at the trees and greenery (is there such word) and sniffing pathetically. And now dad's not talking to me (go figure). Which is so fucking unfair. I did ended up late for my class. -________-
I do realise that the crying part is absolutely immature. Still, not like I can curse out loud at home. Since I can't voice out, yet the anger wanted to release itself, it went to the alternative way. Instead of through my throat and voice-box, it went to the eye-system and form some water there (with a dash of salt) and stationed itself at the brim of the eyes, then proceeded to flow down like a waterfall.
When I arrived home at almost noon, since my dad's pissed at me, I cried again (discreetly of course). Cozzzzz!!! It's so unfair!!! Am I not allowed to cry at all? =.= Coz of the unfairness, I cried in my room. Thankfully, I took my lunch on my plate before the tears spilled, and I was in the safe zone that is known as my room. The tears kept flowing but after one bite of my food, the tears stopped. Like, literally stopped. Then I calmed down a lot more and ate my lunch. Lol. Food always stopped my tears. Worked all the time. XD
Enough about this stupid thing.
I wanna talk about my conditioner. I love my conditioner. The conditioner I used is Cream Silk. I've been using the blue one (reCONSTRUCT) for these recent months, and yesterday used a new one, which is the purple one (reGENERATE). The first time I used conditioner was the purple ones. And when I used it yesterday, the smell is soooooo nostalgic. *Sigh happily* It reminds me of something during the early times of my conditioner-usage. The smell is still found on my hair, even though I didn't use it today. ^^ This is absolutely awesome.
Ok, so the paragraph above was kinda out of the blue and weird...
http://www.nytimes.com/2010/03/21/fashion/21GenB.html?pagewanted=2
What a lovely article. LOOKED AT THE FREAKING AMOUNT OF BOOKS STAKING UP ON THE DESK!!!
I finally started to watch my Nodame Cantabile live action drama DVD last week (the time I wanted to watch it was the time when I finally tore off the plastic). And watching a couple of ep reminds me WHY I WANTED TO BUY THE FREAKING DVD LAST LAST YEAR IN THE FIRST PLACE! GOODNESS, I CAN'T BELIEVE I ONLY WATCHED THE DVD LAST WEEK, whereas in reality, I bought the DVD for a long time liao... I think. Anyways, I didn't watch finish (though I've already watched most of the latter part of the ep in tv before) coz I wanted to relish the moment. (LOL) I want to read the manga first (good thing it's completed already) then next time I go to Mall I will buy the anime. After (hopefully) finishing my homeworks, revisions, studying and cleaning my room, I shall watch the drama, plus the two special ep, on Sat evening or Sun. SAVE THE BEST FOR LAST XD I better start studying now!
Anyways, though it's my holiday, I have extra class. *stares at the sky, heaving a long sigh* Thank God that it's only for 3 days, and from 10am till 11.30am. It's my Business extra class. Today's the first day. And something stupid had happened. -.- It's so stupid that I can't believe it seriously happened. So my class started at 10, right? I asked my dad to come at 9.30 coz I'm a punctual person (99% of the time) and I hate to be late. In my mind:
late to arrive at school = late to class = late to enter the (in this case, my extra class is held in the conference room) conference room = teacher start revision already and I might missed out some stuff = other students will stare at me like I'm some kind of freak.
The last reason is the most important reasons on why I hate to be late for class. Of course, the missing out on what teacher had said is important too... So yeah, my dad did arrived at 9.30, but then he needed to do some other stuff, and resulted in bringing me when my house clocks striked at 9.50ish am. -_-
I was not pleased at all.
I kept on staring at the Buddha patung thing (I have no idea what to call it, and I feel like I'm being disrespectful to it now ._.) on my dad's um... prayer area, basically Buddhist stuff, and was talking to the patung (mind you, I didn't talk to it out loud, just in my mind), asking it whether I'm gonna be late for class. Obviously, He didn't answer me. Then I started to pace around the living room, getting increasingly annoyed. And I started slamming doors to vent out some of my frustration. The minute-hand kept on moving, and my dad was still not done yet. All the feeling of frustration and annoyance just formed into a big ball inside of me, then at nearly 9.50am, tears welled up. Since I can't shout out loud my anger (since my mom will question me non-stop), it turned into tears of frustration. -_- Then dad finally came out and I went down outside myself, without answering his questions. And he got annoyed since I'm not answering him (it's a sign of rudeness, not answering my parents). Then he turned and looked at my face, and knew that I had been crying (oh please, I've only been crying for like what... 30 sec =.= ... it's the red and swollen eyes that took a much longer time to disappear, and flushed face too). Then he got pissed off (-_-) and said something how I'm gonna be 18 soon, yet I'm so childish or immature (he didn't said any of those words but I knew he was thinking about it). So I spent my time in the car staring outside at the trees and greenery (is there such word) and sniffing pathetically. And now dad's not talking to me (go figure). Which is so fucking unfair. I did ended up late for my class. -________-
I do realise that the crying part is absolutely immature. Still, not like I can curse out loud at home. Since I can't voice out, yet the anger wanted to release itself, it went to the alternative way. Instead of through my throat and voice-box, it went to the eye-system and form some water there (with a dash of salt) and stationed itself at the brim of the eyes, then proceeded to flow down like a waterfall.
When I arrived home at almost noon, since my dad's pissed at me, I cried again (discreetly of course). Cozzzzz!!! It's so unfair!!! Am I not allowed to cry at all? =.= Coz of the unfairness, I cried in my room. Thankfully, I took my lunch on my plate before the tears spilled, and I was in the safe zone that is known as my room. The tears kept flowing but after one bite of my food, the tears stopped. Like, literally stopped. Then I calmed down a lot more and ate my lunch. Lol. Food always stopped my tears. Worked all the time. XD
Enough about this stupid thing.
I wanna talk about my conditioner. I love my conditioner. The conditioner I used is Cream Silk. I've been using the blue one (reCONSTRUCT) for these recent months, and yesterday used a new one, which is the purple one (reGENERATE). The first time I used conditioner was the purple ones. And when I used it yesterday, the smell is soooooo nostalgic. *Sigh happily* It reminds me of something during the early times of my conditioner-usage. The smell is still found on my hair, even though I didn't use it today. ^^ This is absolutely awesome.
Ok, so the paragraph above was kinda out of the blue and weird...
http://www.nytimes.com/2010/03/21/fashion/21GenB.html?pagewanted=2
What a lovely article. LOOKED AT THE FREAKING AMOUNT OF BOOKS STAKING UP ON THE DESK!!!
I finally started to watch my Nodame Cantabile live action drama DVD last week (the time I wanted to watch it was the time when I finally tore off the plastic). And watching a couple of ep reminds me WHY I WANTED TO BUY THE FREAKING DVD LAST LAST YEAR IN THE FIRST PLACE! GOODNESS, I CAN'T BELIEVE I ONLY WATCHED THE DVD LAST WEEK, whereas in reality, I bought the DVD for a long time liao... I think. Anyways, I didn't watch finish (though I've already watched most of the latter part of the ep in tv before) coz I wanted to relish the moment. (LOL) I want to read the manga first (good thing it's completed already) then next time I go to Mall I will buy the anime. After (hopefully) finishing my homeworks, revisions, studying and cleaning my room, I shall watch the drama, plus the two special ep, on Sat evening or Sun. SAVE THE BEST FOR LAST XD I better start studying now!
Thursday 4 March 2010
Disappointment...
I'm really disappointed in 2PM. Actually, my feelings toward the 6 members are a mixture of hatred, anger, disappointment and sadness. They absolutely abandoned Jay... it's apparent in the conference. When I first read numerous fan accounts of the conference, I was so upset that I hated the 6 of them, even Wooyoung. Not sure whether the stuff they said are scripted or what, the 2oneday representative said she thinks that the boys were completely earnest in answering the questions, and seemed to be telling their real thoughts, not fake or anything. Well, this representative was there, so she might be right in her judgement. But that just made this whole thing even sadder. If there is no scripts, whatsoever, well... Sigh..
Now that Jay's totally not coming back, I want a formal goodbye from him. I'm hoping he would make a video of some sort to the fans. That would be bittersweet, but it's something I wish...
Now that Jay's totally not coming back, I want a formal goodbye from him. I'm hoping he would make a video of some sort to the fans. That would be bittersweet, but it's something I wish...
Friday 26 February 2010
All Hell breaks loose: 25th February 2010, Thursday
Jay's not coming back to 2PM. It's official now.
from allkpop:
2PM’s leader Park Jaebeom has quit for good, after it was announced on JYPE’s website on February 25th, Hottests in Korea and from all over the world are in shock.
Excerpts from JYP Entertainment’s online letter:
“On December 22nd, 2009, Jaebeom confessed to Jung Wook representative that he had done something wrong during Again and Again promotions. Apparently, it was far more serious than his MySpace controversy.
The six other members were not notified then as they were busy with year-end activities. On January 3rd, 2010, everyone of us (along with the members) sat down for a discussion and came to an agreement 3 days later that it was no longer possible for Park Jaebeom to continue activities along with 2PM.
We thus decided to terminate our exclusive contract with Jaebeom.”
JYPE stated that Jaebeom’s social impulses were a private matter and will not be revealed. They expressed that it was difficult to reveal the details of Park Jaebeom’s offenders who had intruded into his privacy and posted the comments.
JYPE had planned for Jaebeom’s comeback back in November 2009, with the idea of a return in April 2010, to which Jaebeom himself agreed. The plan was for Jaebeom to return to Korea in the 3rd week of February 2010 and have a press conference before resuming activities with 2PM in April. This comeback news were all kept secret, with the aim of protecting Jaebeom and 2PM. But it has now all become void.
What a fucking sick joke.
I cannot believe the reason given by JYPE for the catalyst of JYPE terminating Jay's contract. A big mistake done by Jay during Again and Again promotion... I'm thankful that JYPE didn't say Jay has a terminal disease or illness of some kind, but this... Well, I can't accept this reason as well. Quite frankly, I don't think I will ever accept any reasons that was uttered by JYPE. However, back to this supposedly serious mistake. What did Jay do that was very serious? Did he made some girl pregnant and that someone is blackmailing him? Or did he had sex with a female celeb? A female idol?! With all due seriousness, I can't imagine him sexually assaulting someone either, or violating someone too. Did he steal something? Did he steal the company's money? Or... what...? Argh I dunno.
Ok, so let's say this grave mistake is not a lie invented by JYPE, I cannot believe the fact that the 6 members told the company that they agreed Jay can't come back to 2PM. Or let's say they DID reach that particular decision, I ABSOLUTELY DOUBT THEY MADE THE DECISION DURING EARLY JANUARY!!! During the early Jan, the 6 members were on vacation and each members went back to their respective hometowns. There's lotsa Wooyoung fanaccounts, where he was very very very happy back in Busan. They won't be spending their time blissfully if they sealed Jay's fate like that. They're not that heartless. This was one of the evidence that was posted in a thread in 2oneday. Among all the other evidence that sounded pretty plausible, this theory is the one that I absolutely believe in. Who knows, maybe the members only found out during the time the fans found out, which was yesterday? Also, after Jan 3rd, the members have been expressing out their feelings about Jay. Including him in their thanking speeches, even Khun made a statement on Feb 14th in Thailand, that he misses Jay. I cannot believe the date that was given by JYPE. It is very probable that the members themselves don't even know what's going on, or that they only found out about this only VERY recently. Why else would they always stated that they missed Jay or good stuff about Jay? Either they're being used by JYPE and got dragged into this OR the members are very good actors and have been lying to the fans all these times. I'm gonna go with option 1.
Now that the official announcement has been posted, needless to say, fans (Korean and international) are all furious. With good reasons too. They think JYPE is lying (again) which I agreed too. Now, fans are protesting outside of JYPE building and there are bodyguards installed outside the building, for the sake of the safety of the boys and staff. 2PM official fancafe, that has 300K members, are losing members at an alarming rate within few hours after the release of the announcement. As of now, they lose 46 K members already. 2PM official website has crashed. Taec has closed down his cyworld and Junsu has shut down the photo and comment section from public.
Honestly, the whole thing screams "CONSPIRACY!" The date that JYPE has stated in the announcement does not seems right with what really happened. There's a timeline compiled in one thread in 2oneday, and really, that just confirms my suspicions that the members did not have any say in Jay's matter, and that they, like us the fans, truly believed Jay is gonna comeback in the future. Is this why Wooyoung cried yesterday after recording "Win Win"? Is it because he only found out yesterday? Or just stressed up... since the fans are angry and probably blaming him or insulting him for supposedly betraying Jay? Or he is just plainly sad since Jay is like a brother to him and then he has a heavy burden on his shoulders now that the company has revealed Jay's not coming back anymore? Or is it a mixture of all those things? Probably...
I think one of the reasons why fans are so angry and furious (including me) is that JYP has given us false hope. Again and again, they tried to assure the fans "OH! Jay is so gonna come back! Not sure when but he will." Again and again, they broke their own promises, and again and again, they trampled on the fans' feelings.
All I know is, things are gonna get uglier real soon. After all, "hell hath no fury like a woman scorned". Especially tomorrow, at the conference thing between JYPE representatives and fans representatives. And in the bottom of my heart, I know that JYPE had lied (at the very least, IN SOME WAYS) in the official announcement. I sincerely CANNOT accept the dates that they had stated in the announcement. It does not chime in with what really happened in reality. Now I hope nothing bad will happen to the boys and innocent people, and that the people who decided to chuch Jay out and destroyed and crushed all the fans' hopes will receive karma. And hope Jay is safe in Seattle.
AND!
If Jay really didn't wish to come back at all, and that he actually asked JYPE to cook up some sort of excuses for him... if he is really content to be in Seattle, and is content to be a normal people, and not a Korean idol singer, if he is trully happy there... By all means, I will respect his decisions and wish him for the very best. But no matter how JYPE trying to erase Jay's existence, or if I began to accept 6 members 2PM in the future, regardless of all those stuff, Jaebeom will always be a 2PM member in my heart, and the hearts of the fans. If he wishes to come back, I will definitely welcome him.
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Edit no 1:
2oneday has posted a thread speculating about the slave contract. Jay made comments before that talked about the slave contract being offered to him by JYPE. It lasted for 10 years. However, the crucial lines that mentioned about the slave contract have been erased or censored (presumably) by JYPE. 2oneday had screencaped the current state of the comment and another pic of the comment without the censors. Some people think that it was because of these comments that JYPE terminated Jay's comments. And that this was the personal mistake made by Jay... the comments about the slave contract.
And now the company is discussing whether the 6 members will continue their schedules or not. Really, JYPE has just got themselves into deep shit. Their announcement are ill-timed. Now that the other members are going back to variety shows, they released this announcement, and obviously, fans will be furious. They could have released the announcement before they went back to variety shows. Now fans are fucking pissed off. -_-
"fans rushed to the JYPE building and trashed it by throwing mayo, ketchup, and eggs. On the 26th, fans littered the building with ripped up pictures and CD's of the 2PM members and have even put bundles of chrysanthemum flowers at the entrance. (TN: Chrysanthemums and other white flowers signify death in Korea.)"
quote from 2oneday
Ok... now they're getting freaky. They told journalists that without Jaebeom, 2PM is dead, hence the chrysanthemum flowers.
Another quote:
Fans will leave white chrysanthemums at the entrance, explaining, "At the time, we were planning to put red roses in an effort to encourage a positive result to the conference. However, with the recent notification of Jaebum's complete withdrawal, we have changed the flowers to white chrysanthemums."
Hopefully they don't harm the other members, even if they feel betrayed. Fans should keep a clear head. Don't harm my Wooyoung. -_- Harm Taec if they must, but not the other 5 members, especially Wooyoung and Junho.
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Edit no 2:
There's rumours that the managers of 2PM and the 6 members themselves have no idea about JYPE's announcement release yesterday. There's this fan's friend, who is a journalist. The journalist knows one of 2PM's managers and she had to explain to him about the official announcement to the manager.
"After hearing that, the manager was extremely uncomfortable and kept saying that he had never heard anything like this, and that the kids are at their schedules."
quote from 2oneday
another quote from the account:
Summarized, the kids had no idea of the information released today, not even the manager. Wooyoung was at his 'Win Win' recording and Junho, Chansung were at M Countdown with 2AM recording. There are fan accounts stating that they all looked happy and were celebrating 2AM's win.
If they really knew about Jaebum's situation, they could never be like this.
So, one of my theory is correct. The boys are being used.
- - - - - - -
from allkpop:
2PM’s leader Park Jaebeom has quit for good, after it was announced on JYPE’s website on February 25th, Hottests in Korea and from all over the world are in shock.
Excerpts from JYP Entertainment’s online letter:
“On December 22nd, 2009, Jaebeom confessed to Jung Wook representative that he had done something wrong during Again and Again promotions. Apparently, it was far more serious than his MySpace controversy.
The six other members were not notified then as they were busy with year-end activities. On January 3rd, 2010, everyone of us (along with the members) sat down for a discussion and came to an agreement 3 days later that it was no longer possible for Park Jaebeom to continue activities along with 2PM.
We thus decided to terminate our exclusive contract with Jaebeom.”
JYPE stated that Jaebeom’s social impulses were a private matter and will not be revealed. They expressed that it was difficult to reveal the details of Park Jaebeom’s offenders who had intruded into his privacy and posted the comments.
JYPE had planned for Jaebeom’s comeback back in November 2009, with the idea of a return in April 2010, to which Jaebeom himself agreed. The plan was for Jaebeom to return to Korea in the 3rd week of February 2010 and have a press conference before resuming activities with 2PM in April. This comeback news were all kept secret, with the aim of protecting Jaebeom and 2PM. But it has now all become void.
- - - - - - -
What a fucking sick joke.
I cannot believe the reason given by JYPE for the catalyst of JYPE terminating Jay's contract. A big mistake done by Jay during Again and Again promotion... I'm thankful that JYPE didn't say Jay has a terminal disease or illness of some kind, but this... Well, I can't accept this reason as well. Quite frankly, I don't think I will ever accept any reasons that was uttered by JYPE. However, back to this supposedly serious mistake. What did Jay do that was very serious? Did he made some girl pregnant and that someone is blackmailing him? Or did he had sex with a female celeb? A female idol?! With all due seriousness, I can't imagine him sexually assaulting someone either, or violating someone too. Did he steal something? Did he steal the company's money? Or... what...? Argh I dunno.
Ok, so let's say this grave mistake is not a lie invented by JYPE, I cannot believe the fact that the 6 members told the company that they agreed Jay can't come back to 2PM. Or let's say they DID reach that particular decision, I ABSOLUTELY DOUBT THEY MADE THE DECISION DURING EARLY JANUARY!!! During the early Jan, the 6 members were on vacation and each members went back to their respective hometowns. There's lotsa Wooyoung fanaccounts, where he was very very very happy back in Busan. They won't be spending their time blissfully if they sealed Jay's fate like that. They're not that heartless. This was one of the evidence that was posted in a thread in 2oneday. Among all the other evidence that sounded pretty plausible, this theory is the one that I absolutely believe in. Who knows, maybe the members only found out during the time the fans found out, which was yesterday? Also, after Jan 3rd, the members have been expressing out their feelings about Jay. Including him in their thanking speeches, even Khun made a statement on Feb 14th in Thailand, that he misses Jay. I cannot believe the date that was given by JYPE. It is very probable that the members themselves don't even know what's going on, or that they only found out about this only VERY recently. Why else would they always stated that they missed Jay or good stuff about Jay? Either they're being used by JYPE and got dragged into this OR the members are very good actors and have been lying to the fans all these times. I'm gonna go with option 1.
Now that the official announcement has been posted, needless to say, fans (Korean and international) are all furious. With good reasons too. They think JYPE is lying (again) which I agreed too. Now, fans are protesting outside of JYPE building and there are bodyguards installed outside the building, for the sake of the safety of the boys and staff. 2PM official fancafe, that has 300K members, are losing members at an alarming rate within few hours after the release of the announcement. As of now, they lose 46 K members already. 2PM official website has crashed. Taec has closed down his cyworld and Junsu has shut down the photo and comment section from public.
Honestly, the whole thing screams "CONSPIRACY!" The date that JYPE has stated in the announcement does not seems right with what really happened. There's a timeline compiled in one thread in 2oneday, and really, that just confirms my suspicions that the members did not have any say in Jay's matter, and that they, like us the fans, truly believed Jay is gonna comeback in the future. Is this why Wooyoung cried yesterday after recording "Win Win"? Is it because he only found out yesterday? Or just stressed up... since the fans are angry and probably blaming him or insulting him for supposedly betraying Jay? Or he is just plainly sad since Jay is like a brother to him and then he has a heavy burden on his shoulders now that the company has revealed Jay's not coming back anymore? Or is it a mixture of all those things? Probably...
I think one of the reasons why fans are so angry and furious (including me) is that JYP has given us false hope. Again and again, they tried to assure the fans "OH! Jay is so gonna come back! Not sure when but he will." Again and again, they broke their own promises, and again and again, they trampled on the fans' feelings.
All I know is, things are gonna get uglier real soon. After all, "hell hath no fury like a woman scorned". Especially tomorrow, at the conference thing between JYPE representatives and fans representatives. And in the bottom of my heart, I know that JYPE had lied (at the very least, IN SOME WAYS) in the official announcement. I sincerely CANNOT accept the dates that they had stated in the announcement. It does not chime in with what really happened in reality. Now I hope nothing bad will happen to the boys and innocent people, and that the people who decided to chuch Jay out and destroyed and crushed all the fans' hopes will receive karma. And hope Jay is safe in Seattle.
AND!
If Jay really didn't wish to come back at all, and that he actually asked JYPE to cook up some sort of excuses for him... if he is really content to be in Seattle, and is content to be a normal people, and not a Korean idol singer, if he is trully happy there... By all means, I will respect his decisions and wish him for the very best. But no matter how JYPE trying to erase Jay's existence, or if I began to accept 6 members 2PM in the future, regardless of all those stuff, Jaebeom will always be a 2PM member in my heart, and the hearts of the fans. If he wishes to come back, I will definitely welcome him.
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Edit no 1:
2oneday has posted a thread speculating about the slave contract. Jay made comments before that talked about the slave contract being offered to him by JYPE. It lasted for 10 years. However, the crucial lines that mentioned about the slave contract have been erased or censored (presumably) by JYPE. 2oneday had screencaped the current state of the comment and another pic of the comment without the censors. Some people think that it was because of these comments that JYPE terminated Jay's comments. And that this was the personal mistake made by Jay... the comments about the slave contract.
And now the company is discussing whether the 6 members will continue their schedules or not. Really, JYPE has just got themselves into deep shit. Their announcement are ill-timed. Now that the other members are going back to variety shows, they released this announcement, and obviously, fans will be furious. They could have released the announcement before they went back to variety shows. Now fans are fucking pissed off. -_-
"fans rushed to the JYPE building and trashed it by throwing mayo, ketchup, and eggs. On the 26th, fans littered the building with ripped up pictures and CD's of the 2PM members and have even put bundles of chrysanthemum flowers at the entrance. (TN: Chrysanthemums and other white flowers signify death in Korea.)"
quote from 2oneday
Ok... now they're getting freaky. They told journalists that without Jaebeom, 2PM is dead, hence the chrysanthemum flowers.
Another quote:
Fans will leave white chrysanthemums at the entrance, explaining, "At the time, we were planning to put red roses in an effort to encourage a positive result to the conference. However, with the recent notification of Jaebum's complete withdrawal, we have changed the flowers to white chrysanthemums."
Hopefully they don't harm the other members, even if they feel betrayed. Fans should keep a clear head. Don't harm my Wooyoung. -_- Harm Taec if they must, but not the other 5 members, especially Wooyoung and Junho.
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Edit no 2:
There's rumours that the managers of 2PM and the 6 members themselves have no idea about JYPE's announcement release yesterday. There's this fan's friend, who is a journalist. The journalist knows one of 2PM's managers and she had to explain to him about the official announcement to the manager.
"After hearing that, the manager was extremely uncomfortable and kept saying that he had never heard anything like this, and that the kids are at their schedules."
quote from 2oneday
another quote from the account:
Summarized, the kids had no idea of the information released today, not even the manager. Wooyoung was at his 'Win Win' recording and Junho, Chansung were at M Countdown with 2AM recording. There are fan accounts stating that they all looked happy and were celebrating 2AM's win.
If they really knew about Jaebum's situation, they could never be like this.
So, one of my theory is correct. The boys are being used.
Saturday 20 February 2010
A quote by Rainer Maria Rilke
In the deepest hour of the night, confess to yourself that you would die if you were forbidden to write. And look deep into your heart where it spreads its roots, the answer, and ask yourself, must I write?
—Rainer Maria Rilke
—Rainer Maria Rilke
Wednesday 17 February 2010
Happy Chinese New Year!!!
OMG I totally forgot to update with a post dedicating to greet Happy CNY! I'm slacking... surely. -_- Argh, Chinese New Year was on the 14th but I only update today, the 17th!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH
Anyways, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! 新年快乐，恭喜发财，年年有余，步步高升，学业进步，龙马精神！
May we all have prosperity and luck and good health throughout the whole year! XD
Anyways, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! 新年快乐，恭喜发财，年年有余，步步高升，学业进步，龙马精神！
May we all have prosperity and luck and good health throughout the whole year! XD
Friday 5 February 2010
Modified my blog!!! ^_^
I spent almost two hour modifying my blog! Not that I don't like 2PM or anything, but I don't really like the fact that the image of 2PM is my header. -_- I haven't finish modify my blog actually. I'm planning to change the background colour (black is so depressing...). I'm gonna change the music too... or at least make a widget so I can have several songs in a playlist. And I'm gonna put a group pic of 2PM, plus pics of my favourite celebs *ahemahemwooyoungahemahem*. I'm gonna add the book widget thing from Facebook. I think it's called WeRead... though I haven't update the widget for a long time. ^^;; I'm also planning to create a photobucket account so I can upload the image and just use the link from my account, rather than hotlinking other people's images. ._. Hmm, I have plenty of planning eh...
This is really bad though, since I'm not supposed to be here modifying and blogging. -_- I'M SUPPOSED TO STUDY ACCOUNTING, MATHS AND BUSINESS STUDIES!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!! Especially Accounting, since tomorrow's the Acct MPR. =_= However, I have this bad feeling... that from the darkest pit of my heart... I'm actually pretty confident that I won't fail this Accounting test... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! I'M TOO OVER-CONFIDENT! YET I CAN'T HELP MYSELF! ARGHHHHHHHH!!!
I shall update soon. Lol.
This is really bad though, since I'm not supposed to be here modifying and blogging. -_- I'M SUPPOSED TO STUDY ACCOUNTING, MATHS AND BUSINESS STUDIES!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!! Especially Accounting, since tomorrow's the Acct MPR. =_= However, I have this bad feeling... that from the darkest pit of my heart... I'm actually pretty confident that I won't fail this Accounting test... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! I'M TOO OVER-CONFIDENT! YET I CAN'T HELP MYSELF! ARGHHHHHHHH!!!
I shall update soon. Lol.
Sunday 31 January 2010
Last day of January
It's already the 31st, really, time pass by so fast... Till now, I have no idea what's my results. -_- I'm so sick of waiting for the results. Good or bad results, it doesn't matter anymore, I just don't wanna wait anymore.
It's almost Chinese New Year and I haven't clean my room yet. =/ During these two upcoming weeks will be my school MPR period, and I haven't study at all. -_- Sien...
I'm so sleepy now, I really wanna sleep. T_T But I can't coz I have homeworks.
P.S. I made this entry for the sake of an entry on the last day of the month lol
It's almost Chinese New Year and I haven't clean my room yet. =/ During these two upcoming weeks will be my school MPR period, and I haven't study at all. -_- Sien...
I'm so sleepy now, I really wanna sleep. T_T But I can't coz I have homeworks.
P.S. I made this entry for the sake of an entry on the last day of the month lol
Monday 25 January 2010
Happy Birthday Junho ♥
Happy Birthday, 2PM's Junho! ^_^ Have an awesome day and always stay healthy! ^_^
Someone from my Maths class mentioned that she saw last year Nov's AS Result in the Finance section. My friend was so excited lol. And Mr Loh (my Maths teacher) said that we tell him our index number (if cannot remember then tomorrow tell) so that he can check our results. Ahhh, it's coming out, it's coming out! Now the wait is ending... Hope they post it on the notice board tomorrow =/ I really wanna get this over with so I can concentrate in working hard!
Anyways, today the scanlation of Ouran High School Host Club Chapter 78 is released in onemanga and mangafox. So, obviously I, a big fan of Ouran and being left with a cliffhanger from the last chapter, would naturally read it asap~ And really, it's quite sad (but not tooooooo depressing and emo). But seriously, Ouran is getting emotional and deep, unlike the first few volumes, where the story was much more lighthearted and happy. But I don't really hate the emotional plot... I guess. Anyways! So, Tamaki's grandma was being fired by his father and the whole board of directors bla bla. And this is like, the first time I really feel sad for her. I really hated her since her introduction, but it ceased a bit during the scene with the shower of flowers with Tamaki. LOL! So, she's not all that bad since everything she did is for the sake of the Suoh's family and also the responsibilities she was given to by her late husband, really understandable. Honestly, quite glad she was fired, but still, everything she had done was taken away in just a glimpse... And then she's sorta locking herself up after getting fired. =/ Then, Tamaki was really upset at his dad and was really upset basically. He cried and got mad at his dad. And refuse to speak to him and ignored his dad. He also tried to approach his grandmother but she didn't left her room at all. Tamaki also didn't go to school for several days where the rest of the club members became worried and went to the main house to see him. Then Tamaki was like, depressed and stuff, told them that he knows his father might have reasons for doing this towards his grandmother, but Tamaki can't forgive him. Then asked the host club members to go home. Kyouya said they'll be going to the Suoh's main office to meet with Tamaki's dad. Then Tamaki's dad explained the reason for his action bla bla. Really, I feel bad for the dad. Granted, it was a bit cruel for him to humiuliate his own mother, and fire her nonetheless in a rather bad way, but still... He does all this so he can be with his own family again (Tamaki and Anne). Plus his mother had been forcing him do stuff he don't like (forced into a loveless marriage with a woman who was cheating on him -.-). Then he met Anne and fall in love. And more stuff which I can't seem to remember. Oh! And he used the lawyer and all his plan was revealed lah. The twins were angry but Kyouya got pissed. He said that Tamaki's dad used Tamaki as his pawn, and made Tamaki suffer from the lack of family love. A flustered, pissed off Kyouya. How hot. Lol. Regardless of everything, I still feel bad for the dad. =/ Then the twins brought Haruhi home and Hikaru stayed back alone with Haruhi and asked her whether she loves Tamaki, to which, surprisingly, she admit. And Hikaru took it really cooly and said that she should confess to Tamaki. Then there's a scene where it shows the grandmother and Tamaki was playing the piano, and the melody can be heard at the grandma's room. Upon knowing it was Tamaki who was playing, she commented, "It's beautiful music." Is this a foreshadow of a much more less-evil grandmother and bonding towards Tamaki lol. I hope she accepts him~ And then the last page of the chapter, Tamaki's dad was waiting at the airport and Tamaki's mom, Anne arrived! She's in Japan! @O@! I hope she gets to be reunited with Tamaki and also meets with Haruhi! Sadly the next chapter would be out on 24th March... -____- Ugh, more wait. The next chapter better be longer.
Can't believe I wrote a summary of this chapter XD. But really, I wanna let it out of my system.
Someone from my Maths class mentioned that she saw last year Nov's AS Result in the Finance section. My friend was so excited lol. And Mr Loh (my Maths teacher) said that we tell him our index number (if cannot remember then tomorrow tell) so that he can check our results. Ahhh, it's coming out, it's coming out! Now the wait is ending... Hope they post it on the notice board tomorrow =/ I really wanna get this over with so I can concentrate in working hard!
Anyways, today the scanlation of Ouran High School Host Club Chapter 78 is released in onemanga and mangafox. So, obviously I, a big fan of Ouran and being left with a cliffhanger from the last chapter, would naturally read it asap~ And really, it's quite sad (but not tooooooo depressing and emo). But seriously, Ouran is getting emotional and deep, unlike the first few volumes, where the story was much more lighthearted and happy. But I don't really hate the emotional plot... I guess. Anyways! So, Tamaki's grandma was being fired by his father and the whole board of directors bla bla. And this is like, the first time I really feel sad for her. I really hated her since her introduction, but it ceased a bit during the scene with the shower of flowers with Tamaki. LOL! So, she's not all that bad since everything she did is for the sake of the Suoh's family and also the responsibilities she was given to by her late husband, really understandable. Honestly, quite glad she was fired, but still, everything she had done was taken away in just a glimpse... And then she's sorta locking herself up after getting fired. =/ Then, Tamaki was really upset at his dad and was really upset basically. He cried and got mad at his dad. And refuse to speak to him and ignored his dad. He also tried to approach his grandmother but she didn't left her room at all. Tamaki also didn't go to school for several days where the rest of the club members became worried and went to the main house to see him. Then Tamaki was like, depressed and stuff, told them that he knows his father might have reasons for doing this towards his grandmother, but Tamaki can't forgive him. Then asked the host club members to go home. Kyouya said they'll be going to the Suoh's main office to meet with Tamaki's dad. Then Tamaki's dad explained the reason for his action bla bla. Really, I feel bad for the dad. Granted, it was a bit cruel for him to humiuliate his own mother, and fire her nonetheless in a rather bad way, but still... He does all this so he can be with his own family again (Tamaki and Anne). Plus his mother had been forcing him do stuff he don't like (forced into a loveless marriage with a woman who was cheating on him -.-). Then he met Anne and fall in love. And more stuff which I can't seem to remember. Oh! And he used the lawyer and all his plan was revealed lah. The twins were angry but Kyouya got pissed. He said that Tamaki's dad used Tamaki as his pawn, and made Tamaki suffer from the lack of family love. A flustered, pissed off Kyouya. How hot. Lol. Regardless of everything, I still feel bad for the dad. =/ Then the twins brought Haruhi home and Hikaru stayed back alone with Haruhi and asked her whether she loves Tamaki, to which, surprisingly, she admit. And Hikaru took it really cooly and said that she should confess to Tamaki. Then there's a scene where it shows the grandmother and Tamaki was playing the piano, and the melody can be heard at the grandma's room. Upon knowing it was Tamaki who was playing, she commented, "It's beautiful music." Is this a foreshadow of a much more less-evil grandmother and bonding towards Tamaki lol. I hope she accepts him~ And then the last page of the chapter, Tamaki's dad was waiting at the airport and Tamaki's mom, Anne arrived! She's in Japan! @O@! I hope she gets to be reunited with Tamaki and also meets with Haruhi! Sadly the next chapter would be out on 24th March... -____- Ugh, more wait. The next chapter better be longer.
Can't believe I wrote a summary of this chapter XD. But really, I wanna let it out of my system.
Friday 15 January 2010
Friday 1 January 2010
Happy New Year! ^_^
Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010! ^__^
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! HOPEFULLY THIS WILL BE A GOOD YEAR! =D
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! HOPEFULLY THIS WILL BE A GOOD YEAR! =D
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