Oppression

All my life, I was oppressed by my Mother.
I just feel that way.
Now, I actually thought I would gain some sort of independence once I’m in Penang.
How very wrong I was.

Now, I feel oppressed by everyone here.
I feel oppressed by my aunts.
I feel oppressed by the people from the damned driving school.
I feel oppressed by the adults that are my aunts’ friends.
Basically, I feel oppressed about everything here.

I miss my home in Brunei.
Well, specifically, my room.
It’s where my entire possession in this entire universe was kept.
It’s where I can be myself and feel free to do whatever I want.
It’s where I get to sleep whenever I want to.
It’s where I can listen to music as loud as I want to.
It’s where I get my privacy.
It’s where I feel at peace.
It’s where I feel safe.

Right now, I don’t feel safe in Penang.
At all.
I'm depressed and always upset and lonely.
Bored as well.

Pray for Japan and regions that are hit by the tsunami

2011 Japan Earthquake and Tsunami. An 8.9 magnitude earthquake had strike Japan at around 2.46pm yesterday, March 11th, followed by a tsunami which destructs crops, infrastructure and people. My thoughts and prayers to the people of Japan, those that have lost their lives and people that are missing. Hopefully the casualties will not increase much. I sincerely hope the people missing are still alive and that the number of deaths will not escalate more. The same goes to the Pacific regions, hope there won't be much damage to those areas from the tsunami. If only I am able to donate some money... =/ If you are able to personally donate, please do. Japan has provided us many things. Entertainment, notably manga and anime, J-dramas, songs... let's not forget about electronics and cars... phones, computers... etc. So please donate or provide some help of some kind.