Because of You...

2PM won Best Male Group and Artist of the Year awards in MAMA. Congratulation to them! (Even if this is really belated) Wooyoung cried a lot... T_T My heart breaks to see him cry. His smile is really precious now since it's so rare for Wooyoung to smile now... And during their speeches, they mentioned about Jaebeom!!! ^^ It was a very bittersweet moment...

2PM Paris Baguette (sp?) cf with Kim Tae Hee was released yesterday and they are soooo adorable!!! CUTENESS OVERLOAD!!! Lol!! Though there's like, one more month till Christmas, but I'm really in the Christmas mood! ^^ Hopefully my mom will cook some delicious food during Christmas. It's sad that we don't put up Christmas tree anymore, because my parents are really lazy to take the Christmas tree out from the box. Heck, we don't even know where it is. =.= It's probably stored in somewhere unreachable. =/

I watched A Christmas Carol two days ago (Tuesday) with Amelia, Yeoh (they both came back recently!), Nicole and Chui Lean. While watching trailers and advertisement in the cinema, there's a trailer of Disney's lastest animated film, "The Princess and the Frog". The animation is not 3D, but traditional hand-drawn animation! ^^ Just like the classics (Beauty and the Beast, Little Mermaid, Cinderella, etc...). I really wanna watch this movie when it's released. >.<

Lastly, I really like After School's latest song, 너 때문에 (Because of You). Since I'm currently in love with this song, I will post the lyrics to end this entry.

너 때문에 - After School

Romanji:

Ajikdo na geudaereul ijji mothae
I'll never forget, boy, I'll never forget, boy

He eojinji beolsseo myeot nyeoni jinatneunji molla
Geudae saenggak manhamyeon jakku nunmul man heulleo
Oneul ttara wae geureohke niga bogo peulkka
Chang bakkwi bissoriga nae mameul heundeureo nwa

Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeong juji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeong juji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa

Nan hangsang neomanwi jang miga dwiryeodeon nae mameul ani
Ije jogaknan sarangwi machim pyoga dwaetdaneun geol
Nunmuri millyeowa memareun ibsuri jeojeo
Ije eotteokhae geudael ijeulsu eobseo

Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, maeil bam nan
Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, geudae ttaemune
Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh boy
Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo

Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae
Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi
Nae malmameul sshibeo nohgo jajonsim jit balba nohgo
Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga

Geunaldo biga wasseotji hanchameul geudaen
Mareobshi nareul bara bogiman haesseo
Heundeulli neun nunbitgwa aesseo jitneun eosaekhan
Misoga ibyeoreul yaegi haejweo

Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeongjuji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeongjuji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa

Nabogo tteonarago hal ttaen eonjego tteonan danikka eojjeogo
Michin saram chwigeup manhae jeongmal himdeureo boy, slow down
Amureon maldo mothan chae ureo, cuz I want to stay next to you
My love is true, wanna go back to when I was with you

Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, maeil bam nan
Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, geudae ttaemune
Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh boy
Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo

Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae
Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi
Nae malmameul sshibeo nohgo jajonsim jit balba nohgo
Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga

I miss you, I need you
Kkum sogeseon ajikdo I'm with you
I miss you, I need you
Shiganeul dwi deollyeo wanna kiss you again, my boy

Mami neomu apeunde gyeondigi
Gwiro unde neoneun eodiseon mweol hani, na ureosseo cham manhi
Neo eobshin nan mossareo
Naegero dorawajweo nal tteonagajima

Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, yeah
Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, manhido useosseo nan
Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh yeah
Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo, neo ttaemune na

Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae
Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi
Nae malmameul sshibeo nohgo jajonsim jit balba nohgo
Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga

English Translation:

I... still... can't... get over you
I never forget...
Boy I never forget.... boy

Can't remember how many years it has been since we broke up
But I cry every time when I think about you
Why I’m so eager to see you today?
The sound of rain droplets leaves my heart shaken up.

I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?


I tried to be your only girl
And did you ever understood my heart?
Now it became the compass
Of broken love
Tears are flowing down
And soaks the dry lips
Oh what should I do,
Now I can't erase you out of my mind

I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
I’ve lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

It also rained on that day
You’ve stared at me wordlessly
You’ve stared at nothing else but me
Those trembling gazes,
And the awkwardly forced smile
Speaks of our separation.

I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?

You’ve told me to leave
And the moment leave
You treat me as if I’m insane
It’s just too hard (boy slow down)
Then I cry silently and wordlessly
Cause I want to stay next to u
My luv is true, wanna go back 2 when I was with u

I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
I’ve lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

I miss u… I need u…
Even in my dreams I’m wit u..
I miss u… I need u…
Rewind back the time
I wanna kiss u again ma boy…
My heart aches
It’s too much to bear
And where are you? (I cried a lot)
Can’t live without you
Please come back to me
And stay with me

I cried a lot because of you (Yeah~)
I laughed a lot because of you (I laughed a lot~)
I believed in the love because of you (Oooh-Yeah~)
I’ve lost everything because of you (Because of you~)
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

Is this what it feels like to really cry?

Lyrics

Cry by Kelly Clarkson

If anyone asks
I'll tell them we both just moved on
When people all stare
I'll pretend that I don't hear them talk
Whenever I see you, I'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue
Pretend I'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry, cry

If anyone asks
I'll tell them we just grew apart
Yet what do I care
If they believe me or not
Whenever I feel your memory is breaking my heart
I'll pretend I'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry, cry

I'm talking in circles
I'm lying, they know it
Why won't this just all go away?

Is it over yet
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry, cry, cry

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM ^^ ... 2PM update... You're Beautiful

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MOM! LOVE YOU FOREVER~ ^_^

So far, 2PM released two new songs and new teasers by each members (6 members only). The two new songs are called "Tired of Waiting" and "I Was Crazy For You". Both songs sound very different from the short teaser in 2PM's official website. To be honest, I was a lil disappointed when I listened to the full song because the teaser sounded so good. "Tired of Waiting" teaser sounded like it's gonna be a ballad or sad song. The full song is still sad, but it's quite upbeat and too autotuned. I barely can distinguish their voice when I first hear the song. Thankfully, Jay's in the song, yet, many people said he's not and that it's just a trick so... But honestly I think it's really his voice. Whereas "I Was Crazy For You" teaser sounded like RnB type of song (sorta). As usual, I think it'll be great and earnestly wished that the full song will sound like the teaser. Unfortunately, my prayers were not heard as the full song's background music made the song sounds like an army song or something. NEVERTHELESS, I love both songs. XD But it'll be better if they released a version for both songs that sounded like their teasers, especially "Tired of Waiting" & I really want a ballad / slow version of the song... T_T Btw, "I Was Crazy For You" don't have Jay, so yea...

And yesterday, the 6 members individual video teasers were released in their YouTube official channel. Each teasers show the members, looking pale and dead, lying down half-naked, and there's this thing, you know like during surgery or whatever, they put this thing on the chest and is connected to a machine that can check your heartbeat thingy. Yea, that's how their teasers looked like. And there's this dramatic instrumental background music (which I really love lol) and a narration by each members. Each members narration are different, yet really meaningful. Khun's narration is in English. All the teasers ended with a black background and contain the words "What is your HEART BEATing for?" and then there's this one line, presumably sung by 2PM, and highly speculated that it's a chorus from their assumpted title song, "Listen to your heartbeat". Tbh, that line actually reminds me of Backstreet Boys old school style. O.O Which made me a bit worried... Anyways, I don't really like watching the teasers. It gave me a very depressing and emo feel. I don't like seeing the boys so dead-looking. Their narration... T_T Overall, the teasers give me the chills... Btw, the heartbeat that can be heard in their teasers are their very own real heartbeats. O_O ... And 2PM will be having their comeback in Inkigayo next week, 15/11/2009. It's confirmed as there's a short video being shown in Inkigayo today. And presumably, the song that they will be performing is "Tired of Waiting" as that's the song they used in the short video that announced their comeback. It's been said not too long ago that they'll be having their comeback in Music Bank this week, 13/11/2009. =/

There's this Korean drama which got me hooked (this sentence sounds off -_-). It's called "You're Beautiful" starring Jang Geun Suk, Park Shin Hye, Jung Yong Hwa, Lee Hong Ki. AND I'M LOVING IT SO FAR. I read all the spoilers already, coz the streaming videos are loading way too slow for me -_- . AND I'M IN LOVE WITH IT. It seems that this drama will be much better than BOF, or at least, I'll love this drama more than BOF. Seriously, BOF is too overhyped. -_-