"Are You Happy?"

I saw this in Tumblr and it really sums up my current state in my life.

"Are you happy?" is such a difficult question.
I always say yes, because I have friends,
I laugh at jokes, I go out a lot and have fun,
my life isn't as bad as it could be, and I don't 
have terrible problems. It could be worse.

But then, one night at 3 a.m. when I'm alone
still awake, lying in bed, thinking about life,
I find myself crying my heart out.
Suddenly I'm convinced that nobody likes me, or
nobody will ever like me. I feel horrible
and I question everything I had,

and I don't know if I was ever happy at all.

Busy with internship

I'm currently undergoing my internship and haven't had the time to update my blog for quite some time. I'm so tired after working from 9 a.m. to 6 p.m. every day, where my feet and entire body were so sore. I can't even start my own personal project as I'm trying to sort things out.

Nevertheless, these next few days, I shall try to be organised and reshuffle some things in my life. Hopefully, I can maintain this orderliness for at least several months or more.

Ciao~